ASYAAA♥

Catch me if you can.

2011-05-23T05:59:00.001-07:00

Okay lol. The previous post I sounded so erm.. Immature and ermm.. dependant on guys. Hahaha. Stupid me.

Results are out! Sorta dissapointed with myself for getting that shit-stained grade in my report book. Gosh, it's okay though. I'll do better next time. I'll really work hard ass from now onwards. Promise. I hatehatehate seeing my parents looking down or maybe be dissapointed of my performance. I wanna make em proud. And, that day will come soon. Being the eldest among my siblings, I have to set an example for my other siblings to follow. So, revision will start as soon as June hols starts. I'll revise absolutely hard and be a nerd for whoever cares. So what if you're going to enjoy your holidays watching movies and go window-shopping everyday. I'm going to be your boss someday and you're going to wash my car. Lol, did I just say that? Hahaha I can't believe it.

So, tomorrow we have that stupid Health thingy. I really don't get the point of that. They could simply make PE twice a week for the rest of the year so that we have our sufficient exercise. What's the use of having just one particular day doing all this exercise? It's not as if you're gonna burn fats in that one day. So, might as well have PE twice a day. Pfft.

Haish, I don't really know what has gotten into me. I'm avoiding friends. Since the beginning of the year, I have this feeling that being a loner is much better. Like there's more peace. But I bet you ppl reading this doubt so. You might feel that friends are your world blablabla. Yes, it's true. But, I feel that being alone is more peaceful. Like when you are with yourself, you are yourself. Lol, did I make any sense? Haha. What I meant was, if you wanna hide something from your friends, you probably pretend that everything is as it is to your friends when the truth is that, it's disturbing you deep inside. For example, you're actually sad. But not to trouble your friends, you pretend that you're fine. Then, at home, before you sleep, you'll cry. Now, you have to settle two things. First, your initial feeling of being sad and second, the feeling of "lying" with your friends. Lol, do I still make no sense? Haha, heck my language. thanks.

Arghhhhhhhhhh! I want last year to not end. Last year was my dream year. The dream which I never want to wake up from. But, without a choice, I had to wake up and go through this hell year. I'm not enjoying it that much, that is for sure. But thanks to my dear class, 3e3, it makes it possible for me to survive the day.

Wow, this is a long post. Haha. I see those pretty girls walking down the street, beside me and I get jealous. I'll always think to myself. Why am I not her? But, I have to be grateful to what Allah has given me. My life, my family, my friends, happiness, sadness, a home for shelter, sufficient food and a safe country to live in. Ppl in poor country's worried about dying because of hunger or being eaten by some huge vultures while I am here, worrying about what to wear when I go out, how much to bring when I go out, what food to eat, sometimes even very choosy of the food consumed. I have to stop complaining, start being thankful to whatever Allah has given me and start realising how much help the ppl in poor countries need. Cause, what we have now, is not ours to take, but ours to share. Allah give us what we have for a reason. A reason to help those in need.

Well, I think Ihave written more than enough. I don't think anyone will read this post since blog is "out-fashioned". But, I always post a piece of my mind. Lol, K. Must go now. Bye.

You see, i like you.

2011-05-06T09:25:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt like the whole world is against you? Like you have no shoulders to lean on when you have to shed a tear or two, or a pair of listening ears for you to pour out your heart's burden. I'm feeling that these days. I have a hunch that most of my friends, seniors, juniors as well, dislike or probably detest me. I'm crying every night and wake up with eyes like fishballs. I remebered telling myself never to cry for any men. Guess what? I shed tears for this dude. How lame can that ever be? ): It's just, we were close and now, we barely speak to each other. Furthermore, he's changed. He literally tranformed into this bad boy which I truthfully dislike. He finally gathers enough courage to speak with girls now unlike last time. Tell me, what kind of friend likes their friend to change drastically and stop talking with you.

Cause after Sunday is Monday and Tuesday is the day after.

2011-04-09T09:38:00.000-07:00

Syf is around the corner. I watched the dance of the previous Syf through youtube and my heart just pounded like mad. They are all so synchronised and their formations are just perfect. Whereas our dance, we need improvements. We have to better our technics and keep the mood up. I understand that we're tired and there's just no energy for us to make the dance lively. I don't smile at times. Shh, don't tell anyone. Haha. However, I can't wait for Monday because we get to see the real thing. What I meant was the stage. The venue which we are going to do our thing. I can't wait for Monday but I can wait for Tuesday. I'm so nervous that things are not going to be the way as it seems. Goshhhh. Oh Allah, pls make our dance go smoothly and may we get the best award we should achieve. Amin.

Life.

2011-03-26T07:44:00.000-07:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

I know that it has been a month since I last updated this dear blog of mine. My life these days has been revolving mostly around studies, homework and school. By inferencing from this three words, you can predict how my life has been this few weeks. SYF is around the corner and I'm nervous of the outcome of our greatest efforts. I believe that the outcome will bring us tears of joy instead of sadness. I believe that we can make it but that does not mean that there is no room for improvements. Nothing is perfect in this world except for the creations that Allah made.

So far, I think I've got myself trapped in this word called love. Not literally trap, but I think that I'm feeling what I felt 2 years ago. But what I feel now is a minor one compared to the previous one. But still, I know I would not drown myself with tears just because it would not turn out as what I hoped to be. I won't be that weak girl no more. She don't get herself fooled with reality now.

Drop that. I'm going to my cousin's crib tomorrow. Going to have some quality time with relatives. I'm not totally looking forward to it. I'm exhausted from the practices. My shoulder aches form carrying a heavy bag. I'm not enjoying school. You make me not enjoy it. I'm becoming furious with you. Go shit bricks. Bye.

Cause love's not that easy.

2011-03-04T05:12:00.000-08:00

I like you but you like her and I have a hunch that she likes you too. Every single day I try my best not to show that I liked you. But I think that that is one of my daily challenges now. I tried to imagine both of you guys together and it breaks my heart. Truly. The other night I dreamt of you both and the whole of that day I'm just like depressed. I mean, I'm not totally sad but my mood sure got affected. Please take not, I'm not crazily in love with you but I just feel that I will like it if you have the same feelings for me too. Kbai.

Auditions for ASEAN SYF Crand Opening.

2011-02-26T05:19:00.000-08:00

Hellu,

I was awake by 5.30 am to get myself dolled-up for the ASEAN SYF Grand Opening's audition. Gave Inah a call to tell her that I'm all ready to meet up. We then headed to Sun Plaza's toilet to let Inah put on her lens. Since Diny's grandfather is doing us a favour by sending us there, we met her near Sun Plaza. We ate our breakfast in the car as there was limited time for us to eat in the Mac. We were pretty early. We went to register our names and had our numbers taped to our shirt.

To my surprise, the audition had nothing to do with malaydance. It was purely on ballet. We started it up with intensive stretching. We were told to do split and other stretches that you normally see a ballerina do. My legs were all stretched. That is for sure. The instructor then taught us some simple basic ballet routines. It was easy at the beginning and it challenged me soon after. The dance routines were extremely fast and it involved your legs to go as high as the sky and some jumping. It was fun but the feeling of not having to catch up the routines really makes me feel upset. Well, let what has been done, be done. No regrets for it. However, I strongly think that it was really unfair that we don't get to be in the next round just because we had to dance ballet. For goodness sake, we're malay dancers plus we have zero experience in ballet and you expect us to do ballet? Nice. -.-

school

2011-02-23T05:27:00.000-08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

Crapcrapcrapcrapcrap. I strongly feel that I am going to fail my English paper, hands down. As for SS, there's a 50% chance that I may have a moderate mark for it. E Math, I hope I will pass it with flying colours cause if I don't, I am a big dissapointment. So far, 3 papers down, 2 more to go. Tomorrow's chemistry and malay the day after.

Just now house meeting was like asdfghjkl! WALAO! So very the mendak. ): Then somemore wanna go home and revise my chem. Chem, tsk, I think, I think, I think I won't do well. :/ URGH ! It seems that almost every subject I'm going to fail badly. I. am. a. big. failure.

The saddest girls are th ones who smiles the most.

2011-02-20T05:23:00.000-08:00

Hello,

Well, tommorrow's Common Test. I have not technically revised my work thoroughly. My Physics books is in my locker and now, I have nothing to revise with for Physics. As for English, man, I have zero idea on how to improve my language. This goes out to Mother Tongue too. I really salute those who get As for their language. I guess they had their basics. Well, as for math, I'm clueless with everything. Trustme. I always mix E with A math. As for Science, I'm okay with it. But, I have to read the textbook more. If I had to compare Physics with Chemistry, I prefer Chemistry.

Well, nowadays I'm disorganised, I reach home at 7:30 max. I use foul launguage too many a times. I sleep in class. I don't put in my all for my homework. I slack. I get angry too easily. I laugh lesser. I'm not that cheery now a days. I frown more than once everyday. I smile when I really need to smile. Unlike last time. I'll just smile at things that don't require me to smile. And, I hate what I am right now. I wanna be that very neat, cheery and organised girl I used to be. ):

2011-02-20T05:17:00.000-08:00

Dayah, Here are the pics you wanted. Sorry I kept you waiting for a week. Kthxbai. :D

Chingay with love

2011-02-13T03:38:00.000-08:00

HelloHelloHello!

Well, as you can see, Chingay was yesterday and the day before.(There are of course more pictures but I'm simply too lazy to upload.) It was nerve racking yet exciting. I was dancing with a smile on my face till the show ended. Seriousshit. It was really a fruitfull and enjoyable proess eventhough it is really tiring. Hours and hours of sleep is lost but nvm, the outcome was fabulously marvelous. I had fun, no doubt. And now that Chingay is over, I miss all the ppl that participates. I miss every single detail of it. I'm considering myself to join again next year for Chingay.

And since today is the Sunday and I lost my Saturday for Chingay, I had to complet all of my homework today and that homework is like a lot. -.- Psft. Why must the weekends pass by so fast? Why??? _l_

And you call yourself a friend.

2011-02-05T05:11:00.000-08:00

Hello,

Today feels like Sunday. I guess maybe I rushed my homework as if tomorrow's school. However, the actual fact is that tomorrow's Sunday. Going to be away the whole day tomorrow because of Chingay practice. I'm so lazy. ): But what the heck, for the sake of the cash. Bohoo. So, I completed most of my homework. I'm left with English third draft and points for my public speaking. My strategy for public speaking is to come prepared. (:
Omg, my heart beats at a speed of a racing car as soon as I received your text. I know you're gonna confront me. What about? About that thing I told you the other night. Don't you know that it was meant to be a secret? Sometimes, you just have to know what to tell and what not to. And now, I've got myself into my own shit. My hand stinks. I know there's gonna be tears and anger and shame, but I think karma is revolving around me right now. Shish, so much for having someone to talk to. And oh, I suck balls at stopping my tears from falling and confronting. I hope I don't lose myself cause I know some things you're gonna say will hurt. I hope you'll forgive. Sorry. I blog to express. Not to impress.(:
And oh, my prepaid is down. Don't text me if possible. Thanks.

-And you call yourself a friend.):

Awesome, tiring, fun

2011-02-01T04:41:00.000-08:00

Hello,

School was great. I brought my sweater along but whattheheck, it did not rain that much today as compared to yesterday. -.-" Psft. But to conclude today in three words. Awesome, tiring, fun. I am beginning to be confident in E/A Math class. Yes, I'll feel afraid before the lesson starts. But, I'll feel a little more confident when I know I did my work. Unfortunately, I had 17 as my register number and Teacher seems to love that number. ): Asyasad.com Lol, k, merepek.

Tomorrow's ChineseNewYear celebration. I heard Sham is gonna perform. Well, all the best. I still strongly feel that the celebration's gonna be best if 2e1 is tgt. ): Gonna meet Inah early in the morning to have our breakfast. School's gonna end at 10.30am tomorrow !! Yeszah bby ! K, lol.

My mum told me that if someone is being a gentlemen to you, it means that that guy likes you. Omgomgomg. Really ?! Haha. I mean, it does makes sense. Okay, lol. Actually, small gestures from gentlemen melts me. I may not like that guy, but really, it will literally melt me. I can feel my heart melt. Brr. I can't stand being with a gentlemen cause I may become a liquid sooner or later. Haha. But, serious. Gentlemen = melt = me. Bzzz.

It has been raining everyday.

2011-01-30T06:53:00.000-08:00

May peace be upon you,

The weather is so cool. It had not stopped raining since early in the morning. Slept the whole afternoon and I am now rushing through my homework to get it done. Brrr. I really appreciate that the weather is cool and all but going to school will be so leceh now. -.-" Need to bring umbrella or else I'm gonna be soakin' wet.

Monday will come in an hours time. And school's gonna start in 7-8 hours. Sibei lazy to wake up early in the morning. Drag my feet to the bathroom. Haish. And wow, I have eye ring. Coolio. -.- Chingay will be next week and at last, practices will end. Seriously exhausted after the practice cause it ends at night at about 10.30. I will only reach home at about 12. Plus, I have to complete all of my homeworks and wake up at six the next day. Gosh, fortunately all that is gonna end next week and I'll receive my money soon. Alhamdulillah. I'm not really sure I could spend it on anything, though. Cause really, the economics is really wow, and you might not know when you really need the money. So yeah, got to save it up.

Alright peeps, now it marks 11:17pm. And I have to complete my damn English homework. It's hard to score for English. Haiyo. I aim to get A2 this year. And I must get it. No one's stopping me but me. The only obstacle you'll see. I guess I'm gonna go off and complete my homework.

Sibei tired right nao.

2011-01-29T07:33:00.000-08:00

Assalamu'alaikum,

I am sibei tired right now. I have late night these days. The reason is that I had to complete my homework. Haish, I think I complain a lot these days. -.- I am sucha pathetic bitch. Don't know how to appreciate. -.-"

Didn't get to go to chalet due to Chingay. Well, in a month time, I don't have to go to Lavender anymore cause Chingay will be on 11 and 12. I'll miss going there though. It's like my routine already. Psft. What crap. Lulz.

I've made up my mind to just follow the wind. As in to just be with whoever is with me. I feel like I'm always with my malaydancers and neglecting on my other friends which means I am being unfair. Sometimes it's fun having many friends but sometimes you just don't know how to not hurt both of them. Gosh! I feel like I have hurt someone. Grrr, so guilty right nao. Psft. But the thing is, I feel like my other friends are ignoring me which bugs me a little. Dayum, it's so hard. Am I at fault over here or people have to be more understanding? F***. Seriousshit manszxc. _l_

I failed.

2011-01-25T03:05:00.000-08:00

Hello Fellow Leaders,

I feel like I have failed being a good senior and a friend. My junior(s) are not liking their cca. What am I supposed to do ? I know I'm not the leader of it, but it really affects me. What have we done that make you guys feel that way ? I'm sorry I'm being really sensitive and insecure to this thing cause come on, malaydance is my passion and I want to share my passion with you guys. ): Well, as a friend, I think I'm not being a good friend. I don't spend much time with you guys like we used to the other time. And, sometimes I'm biased. Let's not call it biased. I sometimes talk more to one person than to another. I know how it feels to have someone not talking to you that much. And I strongly feel that I have failed being a good friend and a senior. I'm sorry I've dissapointed you guys. I. really. am.

School was alright. I'm so grateful that there was no A maths today. Mdm Vani replaced our A math with E math test. I think the test was moderately difficult. Managed to complete it on time. Hehe. Then, the rest of the lessons was great. Then, stayed back for a moment. :D P/s : I wanna hug anyone, someone, specifically Inah right now or better said, soon ! Gosh, I really need it. Bohoo !

SICK

2011-01-24T02:17:00.001-08:00

Good Evening felow readers.

School has been neutral. Nothing exciting happened. I seriously regretted not appreciating my sec2 moments back then. What I meant was the weight of the bag and the less pressure. ): I can't really cope with studies. I am very exhausted. Now my head is throbbing and I'm down with flu and I think my temperature is rising. Should I go to school tomorrow? I wish I don't have to but that means I should give lessons a miss. And that's sad.

Life is all about learning.

2011-01-17T04:01:00.000-08:00

Alright, lessons are back to normal. It has been 5 days of no lessons and I'm trying to adapt myself. Lol, sounds so pathetic. Ikr. Shit is all I get. Psft. I'm hating Maths right now. I used to love Maths. Srsly. But now, we have nothing in common. We're like the earth and the sky. Psft. Lol.

School was great but lessons sucks. Haha, don't make any sense. To be specific, maths and english sucks. I was so tensed up during Math lesson. Till today, I'm not used to the atmosphere. As for English, lesson was so dull. It was almost black and white. Where has all the fun gone to ?

Now I feel suckish. I have over 20 math questions to be completed, but I'm still here updating my blog. I have zero clue on what Matrix is. Teacher expects us to complete the work without knowing what Matrix is. Yea, great. An intelligent human being we have here. What, we're not born knowing everything, you know. -.-" Crap. I hate this to the core. The government is pushing us hard thinking that we're robots made to serve them or something. Srsly man. I bet they don't wanna recall their teenage life seeing that they devoted themselves for studies. Seriously, fuck my life. I don't want it anymore.

Merak Kayangan cinta

2011-01-14T06:53:00.000-08:00

Alright, I am currently feeling so exhausted from the 3-days orientation and CCA open house. I had to miss lessons, ofcourse. Both good and bad thing cause I will have some hard time coping with the new topics which I heard were unreasonably difficult. But, I get to escape from all that scolding and have fun. Hehe.

Well, was so down for the past few days. Don't ask me why. Blame it on him/her. Cried myself to sleep the day before yesterday. Really, I swore my heart broke to maybe, a million pieces. Gyeah. And guess what, till today, I can't paste all the pieces together. Someone or anyone wants to help me ? Nah, nvm you're just another busybody wanting to know what's going on. :/ But, my frown turned upside down the next day, which is yesterday. I can't forget that incident. So cute and shy. Hehehee. Okay, lol.

CCA was superbly fantastic. We didn't stop dancing. We just continued and continued and continued. Super gerek pls. Hehs. Merak Kayangan is loved. And oh yea, and one thing about CCAs I don't wanna fight or quarrel or whatever you name it. Just let it be. Just let things the way it wants to be. I just don't want this stuffs to happen alright ? Payce. :D

2011-01-07T06:20:00.000-08:00

Have not been enjoying my days in school because of the too-thick books. Crap. However, my class was alright. They're brilliant. They make me laugh in class. But the silence that occur everytime we're doing our work scares me. It's pin drop silence. Now, being in that class scares me. They seem to be a bunch of students with A LOT of potential. But as for me, I think luck sent me there. Hmph. Sedih pe sia. So, I think I'm alright with all the topics SO FAR. Insya'allah saya dapat cope. Kalau tak, mampus la kau, Syafiiqah.

Lol, okayla. The time now is 11.06pm. Fatigued. Pfft. Gosh, I have lack of sleep. Like ttc. Tsk. Okay, I now declare myself talking cock. Psft. Okayla, mata aku pon da steam. ChaloBeteh.

The first day of uppersec life.

2011-01-04T06:37:00.001-08:00

May Peace Be Upon You and Good Night.

Today's the first day of school. Had to be in school by 6.10. Psft. Had coucil meeting blablabla. Then, Blablabla happened. Then, we had to go to our class. We had this circle time which was super duper uber awesome I tell you. I laughed my arse out. Maybe, my new class isn't as bad after all. But still, really, my heart belongs to 2e1. It's the only place which I fit in. Srsly. I'm not lying. I feel like I'm not myself when I'm with my new classmates. I'm afraid that they'll think I'm just one lame, loser, retard bitch lost in their class or whatsoever. Ms Fong was being silly and cute. And I really mean what I say. She was asking so innocently about where we go and was curious what we did at home for 2 long months, which now feels like two weeks.

SkipSkipSkip. Then, we had "assembly". The principal kept babbling about her past. I was like, "Don't show off, women. And, who cares what you do. You'll be a part of my life for just 2 short years." Psft. And the talk was uber long. And I'm not lying. My arse was hot. Girl, I could fry an egg. But, subconsciously, I realised myself actually, literally, listening to what she said. Somehow the talk wasn't sleepy and dry. It was lively but painful. Grrrr~

Heck, lesson will resume as per normal from tomorrow onwards. The textbooks are so thick. I reallyseriouslynodoubt need a locker. Anyone wants to share with me ? I really think that locker is an essential material in a schooling teenager's life. Lulszxc. I don't wanna study. ): Haish, nvm. In 2011, I'm gonna change no doubt. May be for the better, may be for the worse. It's up to your perspective. But the change's gonna be obvious, I guess. I will devote myself more to studying since O's will be next year and I have A LOT of coping up to do. I will also TRY (no promises) to attend every meetings and duties. I will be lame and kental maybe nerdy too but, keep your opinions and thoughts to yourself. I don't need no bitch bitching about me being so kental. I wanna shape my future. Chey, mcm phm. -.-"

Only me and this fucking world.

2011-01-02T04:48:00.000-08:00

May Peace Be Upon You and Good Night.

Hate this shit. -.- Tomorrow's gonna be the last day of holidays. But, whocares? School's gonna be BETTER. There's food, there's friends, there's teachers, there's fun, there's laughter, there's studying and best of all, there's AWESOMNESS. But, I don't know why I was so enthusiastic for school to re-open yesterday but now I'm wishing on my lucky stars for school to last at least a month more. Cries. I am not ready for what 2011 has for me. ):

I just made a twitter account just now. I swear, I was blur. I was like how the heck do I do this? How to follow ? Lol. I followed 2 ppl and 3 ppl followed me. WEEEE~ K, perangai merepek. -.- (Get me out of this house soon. I beg you. Sekolah buka cepat-cepat pon bagus sia!) Psft. BYE. Fml and I hate everyone right now. Except for JustinB. <3

Welcome 2011♥

2011-01-01T03:40:00.000-08:00

Good Night and May Peace Be Upon You.

School's gonna re-open in another 3days and I am still struggling with my homeworks. I'm 1/4 done with IH project and sort of done with Math. Heh. Did some of the questions which I sort of remember how to do. Lulz. I can't wait for school to re-open, though. I wanna eat canteen food. I wanna meet my friends. I wanna go to school early in the morning. I wanna laugh till I can't breath. I wanna smile to every Sec 1 student. I wanna be friendlier. I want to be a better daughter. I want to be a better friend. I want to be a better student. I want to excel in my studies. I want 2011 to be a blast. ♥♥

I wish that I was pretty.

2010-12-28T08:27:00.000-08:00

I wish I was pretty. I wish I have fucking long, jet black hair. )': Tsssk! Since the day I cut my hair, my self-esteem and confidence level dropped. Psft.

Went to SembawangShoppingCentre to see stuffs. Then, headed to Chong Pang to search for my bag. Bought an Everlast bag and I swear I didn't regret choosing it. I had to make a wise decision on buying that Everlast bag or a Converse bag. The Everlast bag was better in quality while the Converse bag was better looking. So, thought that quality is better than looks. The Everlast bag costs $50 oii! I love my parents for buying me that bag.. ♥♥

School's gonna re-open in less than a week. I'm excited for school. I wanna meet my friends. But fuck, things are gonna change from next year onwards. ): I'm not gonna be in the same class with most of my class and that's depressing. Whatever. Life is full of changes. Ahhh, I'm not satisfied with my hair. Fml. ):

Because I'm not Barbie.

2010-12-27T09:15:00.000-08:00

I am never gonna be like Barbie.

I am not pretty. My complexion is not flawless. I don't have thin lips. My eyebrow is not like Barbie. I don't have a sharp nose. My skin is not fucking smooth. I don't have the perfect slender body. My legs are short. I don't have silky straight hair. I don't have a perfect boyfriend. I suck balls in love. I am not rich. I don't get what I want all the time. I am not always happy like Barbie is. I sometimes cry myself to sleep. I have eye bags. My fingers are not long. And yes, I am jealous of Barbie.

BUT, I have friends that love and appreciate me. My parents love me and try their hardest to make me and my other siblings happy. I am happy because they are around me. And in return, I'll always be there for them when they are in need because friends and families are important. :'D

I have a cute hairstyle.

2010-12-27T08:13:00.000-08:00

Hello and May peace be upon you.

I am feeling so fatigued from the intensive practices every week. But, whatever it is, I love every second of it. Sometimes I feel like I was born to dance. Malay dance. Don't depend on me to dance hiphop. I suck balls at that. HarHar :3 Basically, I bathed after practice and then slept. The initial plan was to buy my bag after 4. But then, silly me overslept and my bag have to wait till the next day. Instead, I woke up, prayed, doll myself up and went to the hairdresser's. Went to have a cut. Initially, I wanted to just TRIM my hair. But then the sweet auntie cut more than what I expected. And now, my lovely soft hair is the level of my shoulder. AND THAT'S SHORT. ): I love my fringe, though. Hehee. With my new hairstyle, I look younger than before. And that's partially good. I don't want no human being thinking I am Primary 5 or 6 when I am SEC 3 next year. HAISH. Well, nevermind. AT LEAST I LOOK YOUNGER. :3 Oh, I don't get it with people this days. Act like they're completely matured adults when the actual fact is that they're just teenagers. Wanna grow up so fast for what? I bet when you're a completely matured adult, you'll be begging to be a teenager again. I mean like, come on.
PEACE.

I am not ready for school.

2010-12-23T21:20:00.000-08:00

School's gonna re-open about a week from today. I have not done any of my homework. My new books have not been put on my shelf. My old books are still on my shelf. I have not bought my bag. I have not read my new books. I am still lazing around the house, pretending that school's gonna start next month. I can safely say that I'm not ready for school. AND, I am not ready or maybe not looking forward for 2011. Well, things have changed through the years. I have changed. So, maybe I'm afraid that things will change when 2011 is here. ): But, I'm excited for school to re-open though. I miss my friends. I miss feeling scared when the teacher scolds the class. I miss laughing with my classmates. I miss this. I miss that. But, as I told you, things' gonna change. I will not be in the same class with most of my classmates and that's sad. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaish. )';

I wish I was as pretty as her.

2010-12-23T21:18:00.000-08:00

I wish I was as pretty as her. ):

Sometimes you just have to put on a fake smile.

2010-12-12T03:27:00.001-08:00

Hello and may peace be upon you.

I just realised that whenever I post, I'm either mad or sad. Fuck, I miss someone. If only he knows. ): I thought this feeling comes and one day go away. But, Idk why it's beginning to grow. Well, whatever it is, I'm not gonna be a depressed bitch. :D

Anyway, gonna go to the airport soon. Fetching my Atuk from Australia. I hope he buys something awesome for me. Hehehe. Afterwards, sleeping at cousin's crib. Yepeee~

Yesterday went for Chingay. We have to dance at this parade square. The surface was rough and my sole is now smooth. I'm so lovin' it. ^^Haha.

Okay, bye !

Yours Truly;
ASYACHIAKI

I love Inaah.

2010-11-29T02:15:00.000-08:00

Hello and May Peace Be Upon You.

You see that lady up there ? Yeaa, that's right. She's my sisterlove. I love her ttm please ! Very pretty right ? I mean her. :DD So, just now went to Ntuc to accompany this Makcik to Sunplaza Ntuc. I don't know what to do at home other than using the computer, so just accompany her lah. And I know how it feels finding groceries in the Ntuc alone. Haha. How I know ? Dah biase. :D Then, went back home all wet and all because it was raining cats and dogs. Use the comp and now, here I am ! :D

So, tomorrow's the class "camp". Sad though that some are not coming. The ones I know are Brigita, Huang Hui, Ron, Raktim?, Fu Sen and my alltimefavourite member, Yon Jing. Sad. Oh ! Amelia's not coming too. D: I'm goona have to make camp a miss from 10am to 1pm. There's MalayDance tomorrow too. It's already 7.00pm and I have yet to get my things ready. Haish. I am fatigue due to all the activities this few weeks. Not tired but fatigue. So, you can imagine how tired I am. Haish.

Lotsa Love;

AsyaChiaki !

I will miss 2E1`10

2010-11-27T23:35:00.000-08:00

Hello and may peace be upon you.

Went for Chingay yesterday. Was blur all the way, I swear. My mind was somewhere over the rainbow. Did not focus. ); Boared the train home with Nana and Inah. The three of us sat together on two sits. Haha ! Went home and slept at 9.00 pm. I was so tired !

Well, for today, my throat hurts since yesterday. And I think I'm getting sick. But, class camp is gonna be in two days. It will be depressing if I don't get to go. Why is everyone getting sick ? I surely hope every 2e1`10 comes on Tuesday. And it would be very dissapointing if people don't come for camp. Especially because they are lazy. What I meant was "camp". Sad. Gonna take truck loads of pictures. Most likely gonna post some in blog. I'm gonna miss 2E1`10. All the times we were together is unforgettable.

Gonna end it here. Bye.

As expected;
Syafiiqah/AsyaChiaki !

Aku kalau taknak aku punye pasal la.

2010-11-26T06:18:00.000-08:00

Hello and may peace be upon you.

Went to Causeway Point with Seri, Zila and Fafah. Planned to watch Magika but plans change because the sits were full for today. In the end, watched Harry Potter. I'll rate it 6 or 7 out of 10. But it'll be much better if it's in 3D.

Then, walked around Causeway Point. Had our lunch at Pastamania. I bought Cheesy Crumble, which was so cheesy. Eat halfway already muak. Then, walked around a little more.

Tomorrow there's Chinggay. Feeling uber lazy to go. Have second thoughts on committing myself on this Chinggay thingy. Haish. See first. :D But the money is difficult for me to resist. And my friends too. Kbai.

Syafiiqah laa. Siape lagi kan?

To mom and dad : I may have disliked you many a times but I have never stopped loving you.

2010-11-25T07:09:00.000-08:00

Good night and may peace be upon you.

Today marks the 25 of November. Had malay dance just now. Cikgu Z was absent due to his fever. So, had Ernie and Wani to guide us. My feet hurts ttm and my leg aches. But, nonetheless, I love MERAK KAYANGAN !! ♥♥♥

Going out with Zila, Fafah and Seri tomorrow. Meeting them at 1130. You can never know how much I miss them. ); It has almost been a month yknow ? We're gonna watch Magika. I hope that movie's gonna be awesome. Sad though, that I have just enough money to pay for the tickets and maybe have my lunch. )': Nevermind ! At least I could see them ! :D

Ok. Bye !

Lots of love;
ASYACHIAKI !

I'm sick and tired of your attitude. I'm feeling like I don't know you.

2010-11-24T05:55:00.000-08:00

Hello and May peace be upon you.
(Just to let you know that I'm gonna post whatever that pops up in my mind. So, this would be a random post. :D)

Holidays can be a bore but fortunately there's malay dance and outing with dearests to occupy me. So, now a days I am fucking angry with myself or maybe that other partee. Am I invisible ? For all the times I'm with you.. Was all that a joke ? pfft. Lupe-lupe kawan ini trend sekarang ehk ? pfffffffffffffft !! At first I was sad. And then it changed into anger. And now, I just don't give a fuck. Your life, your choice. My life my choice. And I choose to put a fake smile and pretend that everything's okay. Pretend that I'm okay. Pretend that I'm strong when really, the situation is killing me deep down. Haish. One word. W H A T E V E R ~

My definition of pretty is : Long lashes, big eyes, sharp nose, lusciuos lips, slender body and long legs.
- Obviously I have none of those. :D

I appreciate that I have friends when I really needed them. Especially `Inaaah Sisterlovekuh, Darul and Sham. Thanks !
For my other friends when they comforted me when I was down. I'm not saying that I have a major problem now but during the other times when I needed comfort. :D

I love my mom and dad.
I love my siblings.
I love my cousins, uncles and aunties.
I love my friends.
I love Merak Kayangan.
I love Drunkard Girls.
I love TheLittleMissKekeks. (Eventhough things were not like before.)
- Typing that makes me wanna tear.
I love Step A Head 5.
I love anyone or everyone that has walked into my life. :D [Eventhough they come and go.]

Tommorow's malay dance. I semi-can'twait. My legs hurt from all that dancing but still, that's the only thing that I would love to do. Hopefully I will be chosen to represent SembawangSec in SYF. I would give my best and try my hardest to make my school proud and have some satisfaction for myself. :D

I'm out of words now. So, goodbye readers !

Have a sweet dream.
-Life's a living nightmare.

xoxo;
`ASYACHIAKI !

I wanna go LA and Australia.

2010-11-18T03:05:00.000-08:00

Good evening and may peace be upon you,

WHATTHEHAIR?! Class camp may be cancelled. For all that waiting, for all that suspense about the night trail, it's gonna be cancelled ? Oh great, I was hoping for three full days of solid fun.. But now, pfft.

Yesterday, was Hari Raya Haji. Went to cousin's crib to celebrate. Mom cooked Roti Kirai and Kari Ayam. Aunt cooked Laksa. So, basically eat a hell lotta food yesterday. YUMMY !! :D Today, I eat a hell lotta food too. First laksa which I tambah for two times and after that I ate Sotong masak Hitam. Sedaaaap oii !! haha !

Nothing really happened in the holidays except for malay dance training. Tomorrow gonna head to Bedok to cousin's crib because we're gonna send my atuk off to australia the next morning. I swear I am jealous of my atuk right now. The whether there is very cool and omgsh ! Shopping there is gonna be never ending. )) : After that, off to Orchard to accompany cousin buy tickets. So, I'm gonna have my Chingay training a miss. D ; Nvm, what are cousin's for, aye ? Then, maybe gonna go to Bugis to see stuff or maybe buy some. ((: Me love ! haha..

till here;
ASYACHIAKI

Maturity is'nt really my forte.

2010-11-15T06:23:00.000-08:00

Hello ! I realised that people are not blogging anymore. They are now into tumblr or maybe facebook. Well, it's sad though. Hmph, holidays had been busy for me. On the 201110 going out to Orchard with oh-so-awesome cousin. And next Monday, outing with malaydancers. Going to Bugis oii !

I like chingay practices. Very fun and awesome ! :DD Made up my mind to commit myself for chingay. The money is part of my reason. Another reason is that I could make friends ! Awesome !! heeh !

Now I'm feeling very pissed with someone. Don't wanna state who. tsktsk. It's like, what had happened to you ? Maybe you did not change, maybe you showed your trueself. But why must it change ? Kinda dissapointing if you ask me. pfft.

love and hate ; ASYACHIAKI

Maturity is not really my forte.

2010-11-10T22:48:00.000-08:00

So, on Tuesday tak dapat jadi pergi Bugis bersama Arinah. Die tak dapat pergi last minit. -.-" Mcm toots gitu. haha, tapi takpe. Rase mcm relieved gitu sbb jalan dengan die je mcm tak biase gitu. So, maybe it will be postponed. Siape-siape mahu ikut, tell me !!! :DD

So, on Tuesday kat rumah, makanmakanmakan. haha ! Da bored, tengok tv and play comp. tsktsk.

Ok bye.

xoxo;
ASYACHIAKI

_|_

2010-11-08T04:42:00.000-08:00

I suddenly have the urge to post. I seriously, definitely, super positive, no doubt, dislike someone right now. I mean I can't possibly tell anyone for now, cause it is unappropriate. I feel like Mount Merapi showing off its tantrum. My gosh ! Truthfully speaking, I have never felt like this towards a friend or anyone in that case. I mean, for me, I don't believe in hatred. It won't do anyone good. Just create more wrinkles. Seriously, I feel like going to that person(s) and say STFU or maybe something else that will bring my heart to ease.

Okay, another thing is that, when will luck be really on my side ? I have been hoping and praying and imagining it will happen. But when will the imagination become a reality ? Sometimes, I think to myself, stop trying and just give up. But then, I think again, I ain't no fucking quitter.

Okay, drop that topics. Esok saya dapat pergi Bugis dengan Arinah BbyGerl. Saya happy please. At last, outoutout ! :DD Tapi saya kering sekarang, so, esok window shop dan cam-whore sahaja. haha. Ok bye.

Lots of cinta(?);
ASYACHIAKI

Hello, I'm bored.

2010-11-07T01:04:00.000-07:00

Sorry I privated my blog. There was something that I don't want anyone to see. pfft. So, just now went to Jemputan near Adilah's house. Then there was this one guy behind me. hehehehe. *blush*

So, the reason I blogged is because I am bored. I know no one's reading this but, at least it kills some of my time. Class camp is gonna be two three weeks later. At least there's malay dance that will keep me busy for a few days till class camp. I so can't wait for the camp. haha, gonna be super duper awesome ! Hope all could go to camp and spend some 2E1` 10 time. I truly, deeply miss them. Really. I'm not lying. Another date I can't wait is 091110. Out with Sisterlove. :DD Camwhore baby !

So, till here. I'll post(don't worry) when I have the mood or I am getting uber bored.

Lots of love;
ASYACHIAKI

kfc of u biatch

2010-10-19T04:16:00.000-07:00

School ? Fine
Lessons? Fine
Results? Fine

Went home with an oh-so-awesome mood. I had bad mood and my mom thought I had PMS. -.-" I was like Baby,baby,baby oooo. >.<

JustWhatISimplyFeel: Small matters don't make it like the whole world's gonna end. Don't think that I have always liked how you roll. I may seem smiling, laughing, making a fool of myself. But truly, deep inside, I kinda don't like how you do things. And yes, I may not get angry like a lion or some fierce animal, but, that bad note you gave me will be permanantly marked on you. So, I'm done pleasing people. I'm done !

` Hello World

2010-10-17T02:31:00.000-07:00

It has been a loong while since I blogged. Cheh ! padehal last week baru jehr post. -.-" Anyhoots, I wish luck will be on my side. Tomorrow we are gonna check our papers ! 0.0 Gonna stay positive and maybe the outcome would be positive too ! PlusPlus, tomorrow have deal with Kenny. Though I will dread doing the deal, at least it will prove Kenny something. =D

School's gonna end in a week time and I would be v. sad that 2E1 gonna be seperated. ): After two years of bonding, and we have to seperate. ): I still remember last year when we have no bonding at all, we don't wanna work tgt, and The Chair and Vice Chair would try their hardest to make us bond. But in one week time, we're gonna seperate. So depressing seyh!

I am feeling SO jealous of idk what. I think girls feel jealous for no reason.

Kae, stop babbling and I am gonna chao. Wait ! Sorry for the lame english up there. I don't feel like it today.

I don't like him anymore but it's kinda more like a forced habit. :D

xoxo;
ASYACHIAKI

2010-10-08T06:13:00.000-07:00

I think I am feeling what I felt last year.
Oh Gosh ! What has gotten to me?
Among all the ppl, him !
I don't wanna feel how I felt last year.
The hurt and trying my best to forget that guy for more than one year...
I don't want it to happen again.
071010, the day I officially let him go..
and now, there's another.
Ah ! What the hair !
sobsob..

bye.

2010-09-29T08:00:00.000-07:00

I don't want to say what damn thing happened today/just now. Just wanna thank Jun Kang for giving me a hand in DnT and Kenny, I won't tell anyone about your secrets. :DD Happy Advanced First Monthsary to *ehemehem* and *ehemehem* . Last forever and always kae, lovebirds?

STILL, have not completed my Art homework. peace out, aye? I dread going to school tomorrow. Man, so sleepy & tired. Plus, Friday is our End-Of-Year English paper. wth -.-" Nvmnvm.

OuhOuh ! Remembered something. I love the class video !! SURE, the end of the year I will cry if that video is being played again. I don't want to be seperated by the class. D':

xoxo;
asyachiaki

2010-09-28T03:43:00.000-07:00

HEEEELLOO~

Sorry for not updating my blog. haha, I think if I update my blog, no one will read my blog.True or not? true... hahah, retarded already.

So, Friday is already English exam. End-Of-Year paper somemore !!! wth -.- I am definitely not ready for it. That exam determines my future.. chey, berbual mcm benar aje. So, kinda made out my mind to take what class. :DD Don't wanna seperate laa. i want 2E1 forever & always.. I want my english group. hehe xD

Kae laa, I wanna shut my mouth up. Btw, EffYouSeeKay of you biatch~!
Fetch a life kay??

xoxo;
asyachiaki

random me.

2010-09-21T07:20:00.000-07:00

-EffYouSeeKay-

nyeeet ! Blogging cause I have nothin' to do. I good girl. Maths formula I already memorised and I've completed my homework. ^^ Figuring out how to do middle finger using the letters in the keyboard. hahaha, i know it's dumb but I have nothin' to do.

Just now went home straight away. Never use the normal route that I usually use to go home. Why?? D O N N O E. Maybe tomorrow I straight away go home also. Why?? Stop being sucha kpokiak and mind your damn effing business, alright ?

Hahaha, dah lame akuh tak marah & maki. :DD I'd better not cultivate that bad thing in me. Tak bagus. heeh.

What to type? Me don't know. Suddenly I want my primary school bestfriend with me. idc why. Rindu zaman primary school mungkin. hahaha. I miss Nisa. But now, eventhough we are in the same school, we barely talk with each other. Smile with each other? idc. sometimes only. D:

I now look forward for English lessons only. It's kinda nice talking with Yon Jing. She is kinda nice if you ask me. A pleasant friend to be with. I still remember the time when she came in the class early this year and Shiva and I always make fun of her. I know it's cruel, but, she was so anti-social and we.... aiyo ! Difficult laa to explain.

p/s: All the topics that has been brought up in here are purely random. As I said, I am bored. BORED = RANDOM = ME

Akuh nak ciao dulu. To all the haters, I sweaaar they look so small from up here ^^.

xoxo;

asyachiaki♥

r.a.n.d.o.m

2010-09-20T05:36:00.000-07:00

hahahahahaha, hohohohoho, hehehhehehehe.

Wah ! Semueeeee mcm cannot make it siak ! -.- Tsk3. Akuh pon dah tak mcm look forward. Sheesh ~ whatevs. Go with the flow. Siape-siape dtg, kite geyrek2 tgt. Siape-siape tak dtg... HAHAHA, anw, akuh mendaq sekarang. Akuh klao mendaq, semue lari. Semue randomrandom pehh topic semue keluar. Kaekae, Sec 2 perangai maseh kental. Tapi, kental-kental tetap geyrek! Perangai kental = Perangai geyrek. wee~ haha, tngktngk, random random semue keluar. :D Tak phm, tanye Si pakar. = D

nyeeeeet !!!!

kae, bye people !

-updated-

xoxo;
gilapersonfromgilahospital.

Hari Raya, \m/

2010-09-12T08:17:00.000-07:00

Hello ! Hahahaha, actually, there are a few more dozens. So, if you wanna see more crazy pics with my dear cousins, just view from me handphone. Ohhmyy ! had tons of fun with cuzzie DAYAK ! She is the one in purple ^^!

KaeKae, then there's this pic with blood on my adek's sole. So basically, she stepped on a glass. Then, there was like a puddle of blood. I'm being serious. The blood was like just flowing. It's like if we carry her at that point of time before we applied pressure, it will be dripping all the way. I'm so the serious. SO MUCH OF BLOOD !! The pic was taken after we wiped her feet for god-knows how many times and applied pressure and medicine. I pity her seyh ! And, surprisingly, she did not cry at all ! Not a single tear. Lagilagi, that happened at my auntie house and there were people. Anywho, she don't need to go to school tomorrow. So good ^^

Altogether, Hari Raye is A W E S O M E ! However, not as fun and meriah as last two years. Last year don't have raye with family because grandmummy passed away during Raya. D': So, anywho, collected 79 dollars pure cash ! haha. Butbut, not all I could keep. All of the money collected from sedare-mare will be kept in the bank. Yeah, O'level money, poly money, emergency money and future money laa. So, that is the reason why I want jalan raye with mah friends !!! That money, I can keep !!! haha, me like !

Kaekae, enough babbling about money. heeh, ciao !

xoxo;

` ASYACHIAKI

I'm the type of girl who gets jealous easily...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR BATIN ~

2010-09-09T10:29:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya. Syafiiqah ingin meminte maaf jika Syafiiqah ade tersalah silap. Awak maafkan saye, kae? Syafiiqah tau Syafiiqah asyik kasar bahase dengan awak-awak semue. Jadi, Syafiiqah minte maaf yeq? Ade gurau ajer. Kalau ade yang mengguris hati awak semue, Syafiiqah menyusun 10 jari ini untuk minte maaf dengan awak-awak semue.

Bulan Syawal pon dah tibe. Mcm tkde mood je nk sambot. Tahun pertama beraye tanpe Nyayi. Sodeyh skali. Pon tak de mood nak pergi skola. Everytime pergi skola, saye seret kaki. Taknak pergi skola, tapi terpakse. Ape lah nak buat. Dah naseb badan dah. :(

I wanna go out jalan raye with friends. Anyone also can. Old friends, new friends, not-yet friends, close friends, bestfriends, used-to-be friends... Anyone, just invite me. I just change my clothes, do my hair and baby, have some fun !!!

Haiyo !!! Have a lot in my mind. Kae, no, wrong. I have something in my mind. Just one thing. But it is feeling up my whole brain. It is freaking disturbing! Why can't I just forget? Why must I always remember ?? FrenchFriees this feeling man ! Grrr.

xoxo;

` ASYACHIAKI

I'm the type of girl who gets jealous easily...

Geylang Si paku geylang

2010-09-06T07:29:00.000-07:00

Haalluuuuu !

Went to Geylang Oh Geylang yesterday. haha, happy, baybehh ! At last got to go Geylang Oh Geylang. Spent $50++ for my stuff ! :DD So, bought my HariRaya sandals, HariRaya bag, oh-so-wanted watch and corset. :]]] Guaaa banyak pehh happeh !!!

Went there and saw some chick-ens and chick-adees. Saw Amirul, ex-kindergarten friend, some schoolmates, Amy Mastura, Rosyam Noor and another two artists that I simply, just simply, forgotten their names.

Ate kebab and nasi ayam for buke ! Yuuuuuummmmmmmmyyy ! However, not feeling the hari raya mood. Don't know why, but not looking forward for HariRaya. Maybe it's because its holiday and I just wanna laze around instead of giving a hand to clear up the house, make kuihs or even do my "one month supply" of homework.

Hmmm, talking about kuihs, we just did three kinds of kuihs. One is Suji, another one is Chocolate Chip Cookie. :DD So nice !!! I think before raya is here, all the kuihs will be gulped down by four everlasting hungry monsters !! muahahahaha ! In case you're confused, the four everlasting hungry monsters are my bro, two sisters and I. hehee :B

OuhkayOuhkay, gonna go off now ! Don't miss me, kae dagings ? hehehe :S

xoxo;
`ASYACHIAKI

I'm afraid

2010-09-03T05:47:00.000-07:00

Oh, damn ! I am afraid of what the future has in store for me. I am afraid of what fate can do to my future. What if the future is harsh ? Am I gonna make all the happy moments go to waste and forget that we met ? Must we start anew because we are " so close, but so far"? Are we reallyreally gonna waste all of that moments ? It feels like we never did knew each other. Haaaaaaaaish. ='(

So, basically, gonna go out with my lovely girls on Tuesday. Gonna have a study date with them. Though, I am still not sure where the venue is. hahaha, dumb of me. Damn, gotta buck up on my language. It's so hard. Reading novels seems like it's not helping. I guess, now, I have to write more, read less. Or maybe balance them. My art marks is like &%$#@.. Gotta open my mind. When it comes to art, my brains become narrower. I don't know why. Must think out of the box, Syafiiqah. So, I plan to work my arse out Term 4. I have nothing to lose. Still considering what subject I'm gonna take next year. hmph !

One week school holiday is finally up. Sadly, the homeworks given are like one month holiday supply. Man ! Don't we really have a break. I mean, seriously. We worked very hard in school. And even during the holidays, we have to study. Sometimes I think to myself the only real break that we are gonna have is when we you know, the three words. Start with the letter D and ends with the letter E. Fill in the middle letter. ;D

I plan to complete all of the assignments by Monday, so, Tuesday will only be about revision. Wednesday and Thursday gonna clear up my house. Help make some kuihs. And maybe, what every students should get, a break. heeeheee !

I guess I'm done babbling about holidays and studies and etc. So, chaloobetehh ! TRY having a wonderful very short one week holiday ! Goodbye !

xoxo;
` ASYACHIAKI

Happy Teachers' Day

2010-08-31T06:50:00.000-07:00

Let's skip the part till after school kayh ?

Went to Canberra Primary with Shaira and Judith. Lepak at canteen for a while. Talked to Mrs Yang. Then after that, Purveen came. Followed by Sarah E, then Syazwani. haha, kekek xhiaaaak dgn drng ! At that time I felt damn superb weak. So, just laugh at their silliness. Talk3, they take3 photo.

Then, Syazana, my primary school best friend, arrived. I was so happy when she came. Miss her to the maxima laa peeps !!! OuhMyGoodness ! Talked about random stuff. Next year, she is going to shift house to Yishun. Most probably, she's gonna transfer school to Sembawang Secondary school !!!! OhMyy ! I was like freakin' happy ! I screamed siah! So happy ! Yeay ! We are gonna be in the same school, again, at last ! :DDD

We were halau-ed out from the canteen. So, went to a playground and lepaaaaak ! All v. kekek xhaaa ! I just laughlaughlaugh. Oooh ! Just remembered. Sarah bought henna. She painted her nails and palm. Syazwani plak, Shaira and Sarah conteng her tangan. haaaaahahaaa ! Then, I drew something on my palm and leg. :DDD After that, Azzyati, Iffah and Aisyah came. Syazwani, Sarah E and Shaira went to speak to small kids. Funnnnnyyy, xhaaak ! I laugh even harder xhaa ! Kekek tk leyh angkat, sisters ! hahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahaahah~ !

OuhMyGoodness ! You guys, Shaira, Syazwani, Sarah E, Azzyati, Iffah, Aisyah, made my evening !!!! Love you guys to the maxima !! I think we are gonna go out tgt for raye. Can't wait ! =>>> Syazana, let's go out and watch movie again !!! Please !! Now, go to Bugis or Orchard. Chey ! Padehal tht time kite pi Bugis seyh. heeh ! I wanna camwhore with you ! =D

p/s: HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY !!!!

From the heart,
` ASYACHIAKI

guilt.

2010-08-30T06:41:00.000-07:00

Only one word for today,

GUILT
I am sorry I did this to you. If you feel that I ignore you, I am really sorry. I am just not comfortable with talking to you anymore. I used to. But, now, I don't feel comfortable. Even glancing at your face for a little while, I cannot. It seems like I just know you yesterday or last week. I myself don't know why I am doing this . I am just afraid of feeling what I felt before. The feeling of hurt. I am trying to give up and I guess this is one of the ways. I know it is unfair since you have n o t h i n g to do with this. Geez, why must I be "introduced" to you in the first place ??? I'm tryna be strong cause I have been weak for too long. Sorry, once again.
Yours Sincerely;
Syafiiqah

Cause you're always in my mind ♥

2010-08-29T08:11:00.000-07:00

Ellowrh ! Let's start talking about Friday.

FRIDAY! :

Friday, Adilah nvr come, leaving me alone in DnT :C. Lucky, there was Monesha. I was with Monesha the whole time ! Lesson was a bore, but, went to Facebook for entertainment. Print out my pics, cut them all out, asked Ms Tan questions and fortunately, the lesson ended.

Went to Malay Dance practise. Learned new steps, mood swing visiting me everytime, now a days. Practise ended, I, together with Inah and Adel, went to put back all the props and radio. After that, get changed and went home with Ammy, Yasmin and Diny. Bought PeachIceBlend♥ ! Yummy!

Went home and my auntie, uncle and my cousins were there ! We were having buke tgt ! Ate Rojak, Mee Mamak, Ayam Percik and last but definitely not the least, Air Kathira ! OuhEmGee ! Heaven... on Earth ! It was so F U N !!! They went home at around 11.30 pm. Nice having them around once in a while...

Ouh, yeah, just before they went home, I remembered something. When I was a little kid, I will always cry when they wanted to go home from my house. I don't know why. It's just that maybe I felt that we will not see each other for ages or that's the last time we will meet. Thinking back, it was kinda hilarious if you ask me. Then, my cousin and I remembered something. When we were little, we will always quarrel and argue over the smallest thing. Like, me not waking her up or not bathing tgt, or even not wearing the same clothes when we go somewhere. haha, good times.. :DD

SATURDAY! :

Did nothing but just read a novel that I borrowed from the library. The book was entitled " Playing with Boys". Damn ! The book is so good ! It's about a girl playing football. Doesn't mean she is a girl, she is weak and can't play a boy's sport. That book was like one of the most awesome book I have ever read..

Other than that, I practically did nothing. heeh xD

SUNDAY! :

Completed the novel. Did some homework. Yadiyadiya~ Watched Karate Kid again ! =D 0uh0uh, gyeah ! Ate frech fries for buke, YUMMY !~

Alright, nothing to be said already. Goodbye !
- I am the type of girl who gets jealous easily...

xoxo;
ASYACHIAKI

Mood Down

2010-08-26T06:16:00.000-07:00

Now a days my mood is like down, down, down... Kind of feeling guilty of something. Realised that it is bulan puase, so, better shut my mouth up before I say out things that could make Ramadhan less meaningful. I detest school now a days. The nearer it is for december holidays, the more boring lessons are.

Suddenly I missed the way it was during primary school. Good times, good times. Mdm Zaetun realised the mood change in me during mother tongue. As what Nadhiah said, " When I am hyper, I am hyper to the maximum. When I am quiet, I am quiet to the maximum." Tsk3. Nvm, one more week to September holidays, baybehh ! Gonna meet up with my dearest cousins. Can't wait to go Geylang and buke there ! Yeppeee !

Two weeks to Hari Raya ! Maybe, this year's Hari Raya won't be as meaningful and significant as the years before. :'[ But life is all about moving on, right ? But how can we move on when the fact is that ... Haish, nvm.

Nothing more to be said already. Let's just see what happens tomorrow. =D

xoxo;
` ASYACHIAKI

pee/ass:

I am feeling guilty for what I did.
Bulan puase, ingat Syafiiqah.

I wanted you to be there when I fall

2010-08-23T06:01:00.000-07:00

Hey ! So, basically, went to Yishun SAFRA with my lovely, unreplaceable class, 2E1 !!
At first, when we reached there, it was a bore !
Nothing to do.
Just watched some peeps play bowling and pool/billiard, watch Ms Peh mark her coursewroks and accompany friends to the 7-eleven.
Then, I took the decision to watch Jun Kang and Zhi Hui play pool/billiard.
Hui Wen then invited me to play the pool/billiard with her.
Won the first game.
I guess, it was beginners luck cause I lose the second game.
Anw, had a brilliant time with Hui Wen.
Then, sat one corner, send songs to handphone.
After that, Kai Lin, Maisarah and Santiana joined me.
Chatted about Kai Lin's school.
I was laughing when Kai Lin told us about her new school.
Then, Adilah, Effa, Nadhiah and a few others came.
We played True Or Dare.
Haha, I kena two times.
Bothe, I chose dare.
The first dare was to kiss Jun Kang. Any type of kiss.
So, I fly-kissed him. No physical contact, ppl !
My second dare was to act as if I was a monkey in front of the bowlers.
Embarassing, but, easy to do. heeh !
Joshua chose dare and he was told to take a bowling ball and pretend that it was his shit.
haha !
And, a few others that I simply forgot.
In the middle of the game, it was breakfast time.
So, bought slurpee and broke my fast.
Fun breaking fast with 2E1 !
I lovelovelove !
Packed our bags and off we go to NorthPoint to have our dinner.
Half of us ate at Mac Donalds while another half ate at Long John Silver which is me, Effa, Maisarah, Santiana, Adilah, Jasper, Ron and Darul.
So, after eating, Maisarah, Effa and I shared some secrets.
Don't leak the secret guys. Shhh..
It's top of the top top secret EVER !!!
Then, headed home, so, we walked towards the interchange.
In the bus was superb funny.
The funny is hard to explain.
But I remembered one part when Effa felt something crawling behind her.
She went in the front, then Adilah, followed by me.
Adilah and Effa sat together.
Then, was supposed to sit beside Ron but I don't want.
So kinda made up an excuse that if I sit, I will fart.
It is semi-true laa.
Shh, don't tel anyone !
Firstly, send Adilah home.
Maisarah went home alone. (Brave Girl !)
Then, Effa and Ron send me home.
:DD
That's it !
I am done for the outing.
And now, for today.

Basically, I just wanna say that today's weather makes me sleepy.
I was bored for almost all of the lessons.
Eyelids were v. heavy.
Stayed back with Atiqah, Seri and Amelia.
Talked with Asraf and Dzul for awhile about something. (Do I sound sneaky? haha !)
Played True Or Dare.
I laughed my cheeks out !
My cheeks now ache a little just because of just now.
Just now break fast western dish.
A very simple western dish.
Homemade burger !
Man, I love the patty.
So barbeque-ish !
Me love !
Now, waiting for my brother and dad to be home to eat somemore burger !
haaaah ! XD

Okay !
Wanna go off now !

*There's always that one person
that will always have your heart.

xoxo;
`ASYACHIAKI

Live. Laugh. Love.

2010-08-17T06:17:00.000-07:00

School was okay. However, damn sleepy in school. Did not get enough sleep yesterday. heeh =/
Don't know what I should post now. Oh Gosh ! Now a days I feel like it is ONLY me against the world. Seriously, that feeling dicomforts me, man ! Grrrr !

pee/ass: I feel like privating my blog. Grrr, I'll think about it :D

2010-08-14T09:10:00.000-07:00

Harrrooo !!!

Sorry for letting my blog die. So, school was okay. On Friday went to NIE for the YOG performance. Aiseyman ! Geyrek ! hahahaha ! Tomorrow going to school and Group One, which is the other group, is going to perform next. All the best to you guys !!!

Basically, just now woke up early in the morning to sahur. After that, slept and woke up at 10 plus. Read book, listen to songs, then sleep again and woke up at 5 plus. Stretch here and there, yawn here and there, watch tv, then after that got ready to go masjid to buke and sembahyang. This year, my momma said that there are more people going to masjid and its a good sign. =D So, I jokingly said, " Yelah, sbb org tau dah nk dekat dunie akhirat". JokingJoking only tau ! Kite manusie manelah tau dunie akhirat bile.

I like the mee goreng the best. Selepas sembahyang all that, balek umah. Tngk YOG grand opening pastu on computer !!! Gyeaaaah~

Okaylah, aqu pon nak blah.
Byee~

xoxo;
ASYACHIAKI

me? not me

2010-07-21T03:10:00.000-07:00

So, basically, my computer ade virus.

Macam siaaaaaaaaal jer seyh!

Phuck ass!

Ini pown naseb sah dapat pergi blogger.

Urgh !

Gonna private up my blog...

Not sure of inviting anyone.

Or, making a new, private blog.

Haish..

I hate being the girl with a mask over her to cover up all that negative moods.
For once, I want a real smile and a real laughter.
That annoying me isn't me, BTW.

Easily hurt and hard to recover

2010-07-16T08:01:00.000-07:00

SEPTEMBER=PIMP

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them.

Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed.

Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often.

A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices.

Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends.

Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness.

Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill.

Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions.

Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable.

Someone to have close to you.

Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

Those which are in orange, is true. However, not all the time. Most of the time, though.

Those which are in black is definitely, without any doubt, is TRUE!

Those which are in blue, is definitely, without any doubt, most surely, most certainly is TRUEEE~

Those which are in italic, you can believe it if you want to. No one's forcing you.

Just in case you have no clue what the heck is going on up there, it is about my birth month. I can safely say that only 90% of it reflects myself.

========================================================================

PRIMARY SCHOOL :

GoodGirl to the maxima.

Innocent.

Obeys rules.

Does her homework.

Hardly irresponsible.

Crazy but still controllable.

Not a nerd, but still, (phm2 je lahr)

Cheerful.

Smiles always.

Goes home straight away after school.

conclusion: overall goodgirl to the maxima of the maxima.

SECONDARY ONE :

GoodGirl most of the time.

Obeys most rules.

Grooming pecah.

Does her homework.

Barely irresponsible.

Crazy and wild, but still, controllable.

Conferm dah maju punye.

Cheerful.

Only smiles when she has the mood.

Goes home late.

conclusion : GoodGirl~

SECONDARY TWO :

GoodGirl sometimes.

Obeys most rules.

Does her homework.

Lazy and sometimes forget to bring her school materials, esp. textbooks.

Grooming better than Sec One.

Does some of her homework, but not all the time.

Irresponsible.

Crazy and wild and now uncontrollable.

Dude, I irritate my peeps.

Not a basic old-school nerd.

MajuMajuMaju!

Cheerful but sometimes mood swings bugs her.

Only smile to people she knows and only if she has the mood.

If I don't smile at you, means I have no mood to entertain you or anyone.

Or, I can't see you.

Understand, I am potek. I need to wear my specs to see you.

Goes home late/v.late at certain days.

conclusion : Girl

Well, I am changing through the years/months/days/hour/minute/second.

I don't know if what I am becoming now is my true real self or I am just simply, not being me, my true real self.

Bare with me if I irritate you, annoy you, disturb you or whatever you detest about me. Tell me face to face, but be nice. I am sensitive and fragile, handle me with extreme care. Don't keep your feelings in you. It won't bring any sides any benefit. I may change for the better. ;D

Lots of cynta;

` ASYACHIAKI♥

I love long, curled eyelashes.

2010-07-13T07:46:00.000-07:00

This gambar stinks but I like my eyelashes.

If only my eyelashes are like that permanently but, whattheheck!

Today had my mood swings bugging me.

But, I think I managed the whole day well.

Reached home straight away, without delaying any precious time,

I took a big portion of rice and a fish.

After that I ate Tao Suan?

idc!

A lot somemore.

heeeh^^

Rainy days really had my appetite going.

Or is it that other reason?

0uhWell!

V. short post for today alrights?

Post longer when I have some free, spare time.

Sometimes I have free time, but it is not spare.

So, short post.

xoxo;

ASYACHIAKI

Sweet letter for me?

2010-07-12T02:16:00.000-07:00

kurasa sendiri di sini
tak ada yang menemani dan mengasihi
terombang- ambing dalam pencarian
tak bisa lepas dari kegalauan
rasa ini gila
bisa mencinta
walau kadang harus menyiksa
ku ingin selama nya berada disana di hati dan di sisi nya

hi fiqah, ini puisi untuk mu, baca dan ingat selalu ya!!!

Another one he wrote:

hi fiqah, nama saya chacha dari SMP 30 BATAM saya adalah orang yang kamu ajak bermain di sebuah class bersama teman-teman saya dan teman-temanmu adalah KISHO, CYNTHIA, HELEN, ZIHUI, dan kamu

==================================================================

Awwww~
Isn't that sweet?
One of the students in Batam sent me this...
His name is Caca Octavia...
Shweeeeeet nyer!

Okayh, gonna go now.
BYE-YEOM!

I get a rush, more than a crush, almost love

2010-07-12T01:58:00.000-07:00

School was A-okay. Had my mood swings. I was happy for a while, angry for a while, sad for awhile... So, half way through the day cannot fast because of some reasons... Haish.. I hate when that happens.. Recess, get to hug Nana and Inah... weeeee~ Currently, at home, alone.. Having this butterflies in my stomach cause of something which I am unsure of.. Hmph!

A short post will do for today. See you next time on my next post? Gyeah! *mood swings*

XOXO;

ASYACHIAKI

` ASYACHIAKI sayang sama ` Inah BbyGerl

2010-07-09T06:26:00.000-07:00

Credits to ` Inah BbyGerl for editing the pics above! ^^ Ain't she good? Inah! Gua sayaaaaaaaaaang sama lu!

I love the way you love me for who I am underneath

2010-07-08T07:36:00.000-07:00

And I love the way you love me for

who I am underneath.♥

Awww, ain't that sweet? That's the type of guy I want. :D Well, gyeah... It's simply because I ain't near the gorgeous/pretty zone. So, well, if guys search for the looks/beauty, some girls won't have any boyfriends...

♪ Don't have to put on my makeup
I can leave out my contacts
Don't have to dress up for you
To think I'm beautiful
If I have a moody day
I don't have to act like I'm okay
I'm overdramatic
And you know how to handle it
Act natural, be emotional
Show my insecurities
And I love the way you love me
For who I am underneath ♪

Alaaaahai! Sweeet nyer! I loike! So moving seyh!

Okayh! I am now officially talking crap shit up there... But the words are like meaningful! Gaaahh!

=D So, it is going to be a few more days till I post again... Have nothing to post actually. If I post also, I will talk crap. ^^

I wanna Chiao!

xoxo;
ASYACHIAKI

2010-06-30T06:15:00.000-07:00

ASYACHIAKI IS NOW INACTIVE AT

BLOGGER.

(Well, at least for now.)

Cut-ed my hair

2010-06-25T09:07:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went out to Yio Chu Kang.
The plan was to go swimming ferst, but then the swimming complex was closed till 2.30pm.
So, went to take my specs and then cut my hair.
Well, it's okay I guess?
In tht pic, the auntie straightened my hair.
Temporary jer ahc.
But when my hair goes to its origin, I tell you,
bad idea to cut my hair.
SobSob.
But, what the hey!

Love can haunt you like a beautiful, aching sove

2010-06-25T07:24:00.000-07:00

1) ANGKATKAN BEG
Sebelum kahwin: “Come sayang, let me carry the bag for u. Kesian u..”

Selepas kahwin: “Beg u pun u malas nak bawak. Lain kali takyah bawak beg ar!”

2) TERSUNGKUR BATU
Sebelum kahwin: “Sayang, intan payung, you ok tak darling? Bodoh punye batu!”

Selepas kahwin: “Jalan betol-betol la! Buta ke? Mata letak kat mana? Lutut? Batu tu punye besar pun tak nampak!”

3) PAKAI SEXY
Sebelum kahwin: “Lawanye u pakai baju ni. Sexy! Mcm nak gigit-gigit you skarang jugak!”

Selepas kahwin: “Ni ape ni, tetek terjojol, nampak longkang! Ngan babat berlipat-lipat! Tak malu ke?”

4) MANJA DI PUBLIC
Sebelum kahwin: “Manjenye syg I ni. Cium cikit syg! Firm nye pipi u!”

Selepas kahwin: “Oi! Org tengok ah! Tunggu balik rumah bole tak? Tak tahu malu ke orang tengok??”

5) KEMPUNAN
Sebelum kahwin: “U nak makan Burger Ramly? Ok, jap I fikir kat mana ada pasar malam. I gi cari, I belikan eh syg..”

Selepas kahwin: “Burger McDonald pun sama per! Jangan cerewet ah! Makan je, taknak sudah!”

6) KECANTIKAN
Sebelum kahwin: “Cantik nyer u hari ni.. Eyeshadow u lawa la! Berseri-seri muka u!”

Selepas kahwin: “Ape ni make up macam tepung gomak? Wayang pekji pn kalah tau!”

7) KEKAYAAN
Sebelum kahwin: “U takde banyak duit pun, I tetap sayang u. Kekayaan tak menjanjikan kebahagiaan.”

Selepas kahwin: “Tu la, dulu taknak blajar betul-betul.. Skarang baru nak menyesal!”

8) SEX
Sebelum kahwin: “Kalau kita kahwin, hari-hari I nak main dgn u.”

Selepas kahwin: “Eh, I penat tau! Ingat I robot ke? Gatal!”

9) KESABARAN
Sebelum kahwin: “Dahlah syg, jgn merajuk. Sorry eh syg. Memang salah I. Jgn merajuk lagi ye syg.. I mintak maaf. Maafkan i eh?”

Selepas kahwin: “Salah u, u nk suruh I ckp sorry? Banyak cantik muka u! Dah buat salah taknak mengaku. Tau nak merajuk jer!”

10) MASAKAN
Sebelum kahwin: “Sedapnye u masak..” (Walaupun tak sedap.)

Selepas kahwin: “Mak u tak ajar masak ke? Ni Nasi Lemak ke nasi basi?”

11) DUIT NO PROBLEM
Sebelum kahwin: “Sayang, kite makan dekat restaurant mahal tu eh? Mahal sikit takpe lah, skali skale..”

Selepas kahwin: “Mak oi! Peh mahal! Dah la! Mee goreng mamak lagi sdap. Tak mau ah!”

12) LUV PEGI LUV BALIK
Sebelum kahwin: “Bye syg, I luv u too. Muaks! Miss u la syg.” (Padahal semalam baru jumpa.)

Selepas kahwin: “Ah, ok bye! Tak boleh lah. Kawan I ade ni! Bye la bye la!”

13) PENGORBANAN
Sebelum kahwin: “Takper syg, I tak kisah. I sanggup buat apa sajer untuk u. I fetch you later k?”

Selepas kahwin: “U ni, I penat baru balik kerja la. Apa salahnya u balik sendiri. Manja sangat lah!”

14) JUMPA LAMBAT
Sebelum kahwin: “Takpe syg. Asalkan u selamat sampai.”

Selepas kahwin: “Takpe la. Dah biasa dah!”

15) BUANG ANGIN
Sebelum kahwin: “U kentot eh syg? Hehehehehe! Cute la u ni!” *cubit-cubit*

Selepas kahwin: “Oi, asal bole kentot je eh!” *pukul-pukul badan*

Something that I found. Lazy to type what-had-happened, so I think I just copy-paste this. No copyright intended?

I miss my house of history

2010-06-19T08:10:00.000-07:00

All the more reason for me to love Justin Bieber♥! And i've got a new favourite! Jaden Smith♥! ASYACHIAKI heart JBieberSmith♥! If only I can have them both for my birthday prezzie... Or at least something related to them.

Just now went to Ang Mo Kio to buy my spectacles. And guess whuat? My specs is GUCCI! Yeah man! And best of all, that shop sponsored my specs! So, it's free! But the real price is $470. No way my family can afford that. And my life of choosing specs is easier because the optician chose for me my specs. It's brown and Gucci and I lovelovelove it! So, in a way to say thanks, I would like to recommend all spectacle users to go to Nation Optics in Ang Mo Kio, 6 mins away from Yio Chu Kang MRT station.

That shop is near to my old house. So, before we go to the shop, my family singgah to my old house. We stood out side, and I think the owner of the house renovated the house. 0uh! I miss that house. That was the house which I spend most of my time with my late grandmother. That house was my history. I miss that house!

0kayh! Gonna go now. I am sleepy now..

xoxo;
ASYACHIAKI

Merak Kayangan, I heart laa.

2010-06-19T06:02:00.000-07:00

Inter-CCA Camp was superb, awesome, unforgettable!!

Basically, we were told to sleep 15 at a room, and, fortunately, there are 15 malay dancers! So, ape lagi.. Semue tido same2 ahc. Then2, we join-ed our double decker beds. I slept with `InahBbyGerl, Sirah Babatless and Farah.. On the ferst night, Sirah Babatless and ` InahBbyGerl hold hands while sleeping.. Shweeeeeeet kans? That was after ` InahBbyGerl and me drew on Sirah Babatless's hands cause she had difficulty sleeping. So, she told us to draw2 her hand. Then `InahBbyGerl wrote something.

Joloq [insert word tht I forgot]

kuar masok

On the second day breakfast, I was queuing up for my drinks. Then, when I turned around, Adel was running like mad, trying to get to the queue before??? Then, the funny part comes. She slipped. haha! In front of HaziqKechiq. Conferm, if tht was me, I will malumalu big time!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~ I can still laugh thinking back..

-PAUSE-

Have I told you who was in my group? And what exactly happened in my group tht I became so pissed off? *scroll up* Nope, not yet.

Group members: A 'Aii, ZieZie, Merlinda, Jessica and three chinese, sec 1 netballers.

What happened: We had this Asthetics thing. So, we were supposed to choose whuat performance we wanna make. We were given 2 hours to complete it. At the start, the three netballers pulaukan diri. Abeh drng tk nak kasi co-operation. Make my darah upupup! But then, I say must sabar.. So, we taught them joget Andora dance.

-CONTINUE-

Then there was this one part when NanaBbyLove I think said goncang. Then, Hazirah muke slumber, tanye ahc what is goncang.. Then all of us like laughing at her. Then, Iyana lagi satu slumber pi ckp "goncang mcm gini ahc", doing the gesture. Hahahahhahahaha! kekek ke perr?

Then, the last night, the malay dancers all sat outside.. Gossiped!

Cium kat campsite ape cite sia?

Klaka beb!

Pecah lah sial!

Boiboi, taste pergi mane sial?

Gegerl, jgn malukan kaum wanita laa!

Klao nak buwat pon kat tangge laa!

At least pi tempat romantic ahc siol!

Kimaak saaah!

Then, I and ' InahBbyGerl tell off some secrets. Tngk. baru kenal jer, dah bilang each other secrets. Inah, I know you know, aye? Jgn bilang sape2 tau! ;D

There are MORE kekek moments tht I have no time to post it here. I miss DELTA!!! [ Our bunk name]. I miss the time we were tgt, MERAK KAYANGAN!!!

Whenever you knock me down, I will never say never

2010-06-13T05:45:00.000-07:00

It is 8.45 pm and I still have not packed my bag for CCA camp. Crossing my fingers and hoping that it's gonna be a blast. The schedule for the camp is similar as last year, so I kinda know roughly what's gonna happen. Many netballers not gonna come for the camp? Almost all of the malay dancers going. So, yippeeeee~

Basically, tomorrow gonna meet up with the malay dancers at the McDonald. That means I have to wake up earlier. Hmmm, if I can wake up early, only then I go laa. Anw, I think I might have breakfast at home tomorrow.

Now, it is 9.34pm and I just started on packing for camp. heehs ^^ I wanna watch TheKarateKid. And, Justin Bieber sings the theme song. I love the song. I like the part when he sings the word "destiny". So, inspiring? idc! How should I describe it?

Who wanna go to the movies with me? hmmm, no one ahr! Ouh yah! Today's my daddy's b'dae.

To my daddy yang kuh amat sayangi:

I love you and I promise you that no one can replace your position now. I am a daddy's girl and I don't know if my world can still spins when you are not around. I promise I will take good care of you when you are old later on. You are one of my top priorities in my life and you will always be. You always have faith in me and always believe that I can do better. You are patient with everything! I swear that if I am in your position, I will be screaming and that cane's gonna be near me all the time. You are always patient with my sucky attitude. I promise that one day, I am gonna make you and mummy proud. Maybe not in my studies, but maybe in something else. Studies ain't everything, parents! I'll be what you want me to be when I am older. I will keep striving and never give up. I'll be a good daughter, that listens to her parents and not be slow in whatever I do. I know you and mummy always scolds me for being slow. Eat slow, do homework slow, everything slow. But, I promise you I won't be that kind of girl when I am older. I want you and mummy to look up at me and say, " That's our daughter" and come to me and pat me at the back and say, "We're proud of you." I love you, daddy and happy birthday!!!

I just watched Justin's behind the scene of somebody to love.
And it seems C O O L!
For sure I am gonna love it!
There will be a hand thingy movement but it's a heart.
How do I explain?
Ouh well, you just got to see it!
Can't wait for the release!!!
Yippeee!!!

Gonna go off now!
Don't miss me kaes?
I am gonna miss, you peeps!
Chio!

xoxo;
ASYACHIAKI

That Should Be Me, boy

2010-06-10T06:58:00.000-07:00

Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know
That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me
I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain is my heart

Whenever I hear those lyrics, I am for sure gonna be all sad and moody. Conferm. I will termenung jauh. KaeKae. Try reading it and relate it to you. In whatever way you want. For sure, this lyrics is gonna affect you. A little, or a lot, it still affects you right?

Today had a solid 4 and a half hours training of malay dance. I really have to pat myself at the back cause' despite being a little sick and my head banging the whole practice, I managed to get the steps for the sapu tangan. But still, I need to work a little when we need to dance with the music. Doing counting, I am okay with it. But, when the music rolled, man my head just went blank, then I will start to scold myself and then my mind we be "running" like mad dog. Anw, the day worked out just fine. =D

Don't miss me! XD
xoxo;
ASYACHIAKI

2010-06-08T07:40:00.000-07:00

I AM SICK, LAA!

2010-06-08T06:02:00.000-07:00

First, I have to apologise about two things.
Number One : For not updating my blog
Number Two : I forget 90% of what telah happened at Batam.
I am so sorry guys.

So, that 10% of what I remember about Batam, I am gonna post about it.

We were supposed to go to The schools in Batam. My team, Team 12, and another Team from 2E2[?] was the last one to go. And we had the big bus all to ourselves! Furthermore, we were one hour plusplus late for teaching the Batam students. wakakaka!

Miss Ong said we had the bus luck. There was one time or two times when we had the big bus all to ourselves! In the bus only have 11 ppl when some other buses they have to seat three ppl in two seats. haha!

Then the Batam students were perfectly nice. I had to translate while Cynthia talked to them in English.

Dinner was scrump-licious. I finished my rice when the forth dish came? Little did I know that there were more dishes!

Room-ed with Shiva and Santiana! We rocked the whole room out! I realised something when I went to peep's room. Their room was smaller. My room was big! I had the room luck? nah!

Okayh buaishh!

xoxo;
ASYACHIAKI

2010-05-30T02:26:00.000-07:00

Heyyaw!

Currently, I am angry for god knows the reason why.
Suddenly I feel like throwing everything my hands can get hold of.
Tommorrow, 5.45 am, gonna go off to Batam.
And guess whuat!
I have not packed.
I've been reading through and glancing through the list.
However, I did not take out any clothes or anything to put inside my bag.
NOTTA.

Not feeling like it , anyway.
Not gonna post for 3-4 days. ;D
Promise you won't miss me or my posts aye?
haha!
Who am I kidding?
No one's gonna miss me.

xoxo;
ASYACHIAKI

Hearts and kisses to all my loved ones

2010-05-28T13:30:00.000-07:00

Currently at my cousin's house.
It's only two days and i am starting to miss everyone already.
I miss waking up early and knowing that lessons gonna be sleepy.
I miss sighing and bargaining with teachers when we were given some homework.
I miss eating canteen food esp.
I miss laughing as hard as I could in class.
I miss hanging out with twoeeeone.
We were so united.
Cannot forget when we had class "crisis".
Have disagreement here and there.
But in the end, all of us put away all the bad sides of each other
and start seeing the good side of our dear classmates.

I miss sitting in the school hall and wondering when the assembly's gonna end.
I miss what I call "friends".
Without them, life would be oh-so-B O R I N G.
It's only two days and I am starting all this missing stuff.
At least, Monday gonna meet most of them.
But how about the others?
I wanna meet up with them too!
First week going to Batam.
Second week Malay Dance Practice.
Third week going to Labrador Park for CCA camp.
Forth week cousins gonna sleepover at my house.[weee!~]
So damn packed!!!
And I only have the weekends and some of the weekdays to do my friggin many homework.

Not much of a holiday, huh?
Not much of school-break, huh?
I would rather be in school and do my daily routines than
be at home, eat and sleep and do homework
and spend any of my free time in front of the computer.
0uh! I know!
Can we have conference?
One day will also do.
It's like our holiday ritual.
MUST DO!!!
haha^^
You guys free, call me, aye?
We are just 8-digits away.[winkwink^^]

If you guys are curious, I repeat: IF you are curious
the time now is 4.50 am!
Have not slept since 10.00am.
Not that sleepy actually.
Okayh, maybe I am lying.
I AM sleepy.
So, you guys should know my next move.
CHIAO!!

xoxo;
ASYACHIAKI

ASYACHIAKI

2010-05-28T01:00:00.000-07:00

KaeKae. Made a deal with Adilah to write about the type of guy we like. Well, it is my idea actually. So, lets begin.

Number one:

I like cute, humorous, charming, sweet, one and only guy. I don't mind if he is not that matured. Maybe more than 60/70%. The reason is because I am not that matured.

Number two:

Like what aDi said, I like guys that are gentleman. It is a sure thing that by one's act, you will feel much appreciated. So, if a guy opens a door for you or some gentleman acts, you will feel appreciated. Conferm! Don't lie! Andand! After doing a good deed, don't make a big fuss about it.
And I hate guys who say this, " Eh! akuh tadi bukakan pintu utk kao tadi, skang, kao kene belikan aku something." Something like that. I hatehatehate it laa!! Mcm tuh, tak yah buat suah lah!

Number three:

I donnoe actually. I just like a guy which has a guy heart and guy personalities.

Number four:

Easy going. Easy to talk to. Makes me feel special.

Number five:

Important. Tak gatal. Not a horny busted. Not laki yg tuka2 pompan mcm tuka2 baju. I am so effin' allergic to guys like tht tau! Treat pompan mcm anjing drng. Laki tuh buleyy go bawah punye bawah! Pendek kate, laki yg setie kepade satu.

Got to go!

xoxo;
ASYACHIAKI

sorrieeeeeeee~

2010-05-28T00:49:00.000-07:00

oopsy daisy!!!

sumpaaaaaaaaaahhh I lupe!

I accidentally private my blog.

I mean I did private my blog.

But, I forgot to unprivate it back.

I private it cos I was changing my blogskin.

heehs!

Sorrieeeeeeeee for all the inconvenience I had made???

New Blogskin

2010-05-26T07:53:00.000-07:00

I have changed my blogskin, you see.

So, I think it is okayh.

Well, better than not having a new blogskin, aye?

So, if it is nice, compliment.

If not just keep your opinions.

Gonna post tomorrow or Friday.

Hope we meet at the next post, aites?

xoxo;

ASYACHIAKI

2010-05-24T03:11:00.000-07:00

Okayh!

I am just curious..
I just realised that I look different when
I put up my fringe and when I don't put up my firnge.
When I put down my fringe, I look more girly?
When I put up the fringe I look more???
So, just from your opinion,
what do you think suits me best?
Just curious.
Just say with or without fringe kaes?
Tag me at me taggieee board>>
Thanks. =D

lalala

2010-05-23T03:30:00.000-07:00

Silent Sorrow

2010-05-21T04:49:00.000-07:00

The girl who seemed unbreakable, BROKE.
The girl who seemed strong, CRUMBLE.
The girl who always laugh, CRIED.
The girl who never stop trying, finally GAVE UP.

And on that moment when she tried
to forget about that guy,
something made her change her mind.
Why is that so?
Ask fate.
Ask fate why is this word, with the meaning she don't understand,
always distract, confuse and depress her.
Why??
She had tried all her best.
She had told people that she ain't got no one's name etched in her heart.
But, is that even true?
Is she following her heart or is she doing what she wants to happen.

Is following her heart or doing what she wants to happen
is breaking her more?
Cause she thinks both ain't got no difference.
She feels that a good teacher should teach her
the meaning of that word she never
knew the meaning of.

Yes she gave up.
No she didn't.
Yes!
No!
Urgh!

I need something to distract me.
I need something to make her think of something else.
Whatever!
The more she stays and type, the more she thinks
about this topic.
So, chiao!

xoxo;
ASYACHIAKI
silent sorrow

Once loved, forever loved

2010-05-17T06:02:00.000-07:00

So, that was some of the photos taken during 140510.

That day is super duper uber terrific..

I'll say, A1 with stars all over accompanying it...

Today, received our exam papers back.

First paper was Mother tongue.

I was friggin' scared.

My heart was beating at a speed of a racing car!

Fail malay nak letak muke kat mane?

Fail subject lain boleh lah sembunyikkan blakang buku, kan?

So, all of my hardwork paid off..

I passed.

Jyeah!

Not only did I passed, I improved!

Tremendously!

Considering it happening for less than 2 months?

Yeah!

Words can't describe how I felt.

So, you should know how happy I was.

The next paper we received was Science.

Ouh!

Before we went to Science class, we had Literature.

Same all boring, disciplinary lesson.

Our class is so wicked to Mrs Smarhon.

Don't you want to make her proud of us some day?

Let her be proud and brag to everyone that we were the class that made her proud?

(AS IF LAA!!!)

KaeKae, so, received marks.

Out of no where, I got an A2 for Literature(73).

Yay!

Where was I?

Hmmm..

We received our Science paper.

Andand, I was nervous..

I don't want to have low marks cause I worked my arse out for this Science test.

And, thankfully, I got A1.

Yay me!!

Recess

(la di la di da!)

English, received our papers.

Was nervous cause English was one of the subjects that really needs attention from me.

I expect the grade like 50-50 laa.

I got A2.

Maths!

I was so scared, frightened, terrified what adjective can I write?

Lucky I did not broke into tears you know?

Nadd looked at my paper first cause I was (adjectives above).

She said something like this:

"You did way lot better, Syafiiqah!"

My mind was going A1 or A2??

Then, she spilled out the beans.

I got A2.

Just 4 phucking marks and I can get a solid A1.

Well, what the heck.

let it be...let it be... let it be.

What song it that arh?

Nvm...

No regrets??

hehe!

Intergrated Humanities..

Nothing to do laa..

So, me, Shi An and Huang Hui rest our heads on the table.

Tired liao leyh!

My mind can now rest in peace (not die) after getting the marks...

Ouh!

I forgot.

I got my first C here.

Freak Ass!

conclusion: Quite satisfied with my marks but still, there is no harm improving, right? One A1. Three A2. One C. Please! I don't want anymore C and I don't want B in my report card/book!

xoxo;

ASYACHIAKI

Bustard behind me now.

2010-05-15T01:38:00.001-07:00

Wednesday

Had Maths and Malay Paper One.
I was anxious for both papers.
I asked Adi A LOT of questions on how to improve Karangan.
And basically I am a liitle satisfied with my karangan.

Thursday

Had Science and Malay Paper 2.
A little teeny weeny confident about the results.
ButBut, I did all of my revision and studies,
and if I still don't get marks that are satisfying,
I am not gonna just sigh.

Friday

Had Maths Paper 2.
A little harder than Paper 1.
but, just hope for the best.

After the exams, went home, changed, met friends.
Took the train and off we went to Orchard.
My girlfriends looked stunning, flawless and gorgeous.

Brigita - I was seriously taken aback when I saw her.
Adilah - Chewahh!
Kai Lin, Rachael, Amanda - Cute stuff!!
Effa - Preety!
Nadhiah - Sweet!
Mai and Santiana - Hot stuff!
Emmy - decent and innocent.

First, we went to take neo prints...
Emmy arrived late.
Had lots-uh-fun!
Then, we went to the movie corner that had a lot
of boards.
So, we took our ics there.
Some just hilarious!
Camwhore!

We then played at the arcade...
FunFunFun!
We were there like more than 3/4 hours?
nyahahaha!

Ate our dinner at the Korean Restaurant.
Miss Debarah Ong blanja!

0uh0uh0uh!
I forgot!
Before we went to the restaurant,
there were some australian guys sitting outside one shop...
There was this one guy...
So cute!!!
He had messy blonde curls for his hair..
And his eyes are just mesmerizing and hypnotizing..
Not long after that, I fall for him..
haha!
I wanna meet him man!
I want his number!!!
Mak Ni and Uncle Din!!!
I wanna go to Australia with you guys!!!!!!
Bet there are more cute guys there!

I wanna meet that guy again!!!
Urgh!
PleasePleasePlease!!!!
Make me see him again!
So cute!

Went home.
Went silent for awhile..
Donnoe who I like now...
The guy I saw, I think I like him too..
Though, he is Australian...
Victim 1.
Victim 2.

Which One???

Okayh!
Goodbye!~
Adek akuh merengek mcm baby giant mane entah nak main comp...
So, Goodbye!~

xoxo;
ASYACHIAKI

Justin Drew Bieber

2010-05-15T01:30:00.000-07:00

I think this video is v.cool! Watch the last bit! Justin played the drum! I am so effin' jealous! Andandand, Oprah gave his album to the audience!!! And he made all the dance steps so naturally!!! He looked v.cute in the vid! The girls got to feel his hands! OuhMyGeee!~ JealousCemburu!!!! Urgh! I love JUSTIN BIEBER!!!

Signing out;
ASYACHIAKI

2010-05-09T02:09:00.000-07:00

Virgos are givers and when the chips are down and you need a friend, the one available during those testing times when you need advice or companionship the most, is likely to be a Virgo. Virgos understand human frailties better than most, because they are so deep and reflective themselves. With a Virgo in your life you have someone who understands and cares and any romance or friendship based upon these qualities is certain to be mutually rewarding.

I was checking out my horoscope and look what I've found!

Bila kuhh pejam mata, dirimu yang menjelama

2010-05-09T01:40:00.000-07:00

Forget everything.

*deleting photos*
*erasing memories*
*throwing away my frown in the rubbish bin*

I wanna meet my cuzzy!
I miss her!
I can't wait to tell her all my secrets.
I can't wait to know her secrets!
[if she wants to tell me, laa!]

I want to eat chocolate!~
I want PE!
I want to run my legs off!

Tomorrow's school!
Why must we go there
and learn things that I was never curious about?

'Broken' from Sezairi
is oh-so-nice!!

I want Batam, laa!
I wonder who will be in the same room as me.
I wonder who my groupmates are..
hmph!
Hopefully, crossing my fingers, it would be from 2e1.
I don't care who..
United an one, together we'll fall,
ahhkay?

Talking shitty random stuff up there^^

0uhkae!
Byeee!~

Once done, there's no way of turning back

2010-05-07T08:18:00.000-07:00

Lessons were ohhkay!
SkipSkipSkip!

Went to the KFC with my ladies..
Adi, Effa and Nadd!
I tell you, i laugh until need to pee.
And guess whuat?
We were there for over 2 hours.

Gossip-ed, Laugh-ed, Gag-ed.

Then, Adi went home,
me, nadd and effa, together with nadd's cousin,
went to library.
We were searching for books,
when out of a sudden,
a librarian shouted,
"Molestor!Molestor!"
Then, everyone looked.
I was like, "then kpo?"

Nadd was scared.
The girl, according to nadd,
looked familiar.
Well, don't need to tell who was the girl, kae?

xoxo;

ASYACHIAKI

Sometimes I tried to hide,

2010-05-05T02:43:00.000-07:00

Me heart JustinBieber
and SPEARMINT!

Today, nothing laa!
Can skip the topic bout 'What had happened today?'

You know, the song?
Crush, David Arculeta?
Well, it's now stuck in my head..

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you...

Cause I'm tryna, tryna walk away.
But I know this crush ain't goin away...

Has it ever crossed your mind,
When we're hanging, spending time boy,
are we friends, is there more?
Is there more?

This is another song of his:
A little too not over you:

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you....

Memories supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside...

I only took out some parts that are relevant to me.. Anyone have any jiwang songs? Cause.. I need it! I need to express my feelings through the songs.. That's the only way! Well, I can tell ppl, but, I think, if I share, I would rather sound very pathetic and irritating..

Btw, The song is not referring to brownie. It's referring to spearmint, kae? Get that in you mind and soul and nerves... ;D

So, as what the song says, But I see you sometimes, I tried to hide, what i feel inside..

Got to go! Not gonna post till Saturday/Friday? Before I leave, I wanna say, I love JUSTINBIEBER and SPEARMINT!!!

xoxo;

ASYACHIAKI

Your name will always be etched in my mind.♥

2010-05-03T06:55:00.000-07:00

Ello!~

Apologise me for the long wait!
I was so busy and I can't use the computer.
So.. what am I supposed to post now?

I happy2 doesn't mean I am not sad or angry kae?
I smile2 doesn't mean I have no problems with you and my life.
I laugh2 doesn't mean I am happy with how you work.

So, just figured out that malay songs is
so jiwang.
And so suits how I am feeling.
The meaning of the songs sungguh mendalam, qhee.
I especially like cicak sanchiko sing.
You, that guy from the marsiling boyz?
Baru jer akuhh sebot name die, lagu die dimainkan kat blog akuhh...
Moga terbuka terbuka pintu hati untukku.
Membuktikan kejujuran cintaku.

KaeKae.
What to type now?
Ouh! I am looking forward to school!
haha. How lame is that?
I can't wait for my b'dae.
OuhOuh!
Talking bout birthday, it was my cousin's birthday on 290410♥ !

To CousinFavourite kuhh!
Heii girl, if you're reading this, happy sweet sixteen!
I tell you what?
Governments are stupid.
They have the biggest exams in your life
when you are sixteen.
How are you supposed to enjoy your sweet sixteen, huh?
Lawl!
I love you alot alot alot!
We go out soon, aye?

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At home,
I do homework, eat, revise, go to the toilet.
And the cycle repeats.
At home, I worry about my marks.
What if I get very low?
Donnoe where to put my face, leyy!

Saturday went out with mommy, and sisters.
That day was ladies and girls day out! ♥
I like!
Went to NorthPoint.
Go lib, borrow tons of books!!!!
Then went to popular to check out Justin Bieber's ♥♥♥ CD.
But then, the popular don't have CD-Rama.
How could I forget?!
I sedih skali!
The CD not for me..
For someone else..
Lagi I sedih seyh!

Then, we went to Sun Plaza to eat.
I bought or mummy blanja, McFlurry with Hot Fudge!!!♥♥
Sedaaaaap!~
Me makan, cair, qhee!
Then, buy shaker fries for all of us to eat.
Headed to Sasa.
I test2 minyak wangi.
Satu, bau die sedap gileeerrr~
$39 pulak tuhh.
Quite cheap laa.
Rather than the one like kotak, pink colour, $50[i think].

After that, went to NTUC, bought stuff.
And, told mummy that by the end of June Holiday I must have:

1. New file. [My file dah koyak.] )':
2. Kasut baru!

Then, went home..
Tired skali...

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I was doin' my homework.
Then, suddenly one song make me all so jiwang. [Justin Bieber's ♥♥♥ song, by the way.]
This was whuat I wrote in my science notes book:

Why do i keep running from the truth? All I ever think about is you. You are the one that I see everytime I blinked. Every love song, I always think about you. You are always my distraction to whatver I do. Why is it so hard, this thing we called LOVE. There are so many reasons for me to love you. And of the reasons is that, you make my heart leap a thousand steps whenever we met. You make me smile whenever someone talks about you. You can make me smile even when I am having the harsh-est moment. You make my feet wobble whenever you speak. How I wish the songs that you sing, you will sing it to me. You are my cherry to my ice-cream! Truth can make a big difference. I am still hoping that the name written at the back of your hand is mine despite knowing that the chances of happening is veryvery thin. My heart is broken into a million pieces. You are the cause, and only you can vure it. I love you and your name will always be etched in my heart. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Of course, some parts, I censored. I can't give off that part, if not....

I hope this post is long enough for the rest of the week cause I won't be using the comp for a week. Wanna say anything? The tagboard is there for you to chatter. Andandand, those who know my number, we are just 8-digits away, dears.

XOXO;
[my signature goes here.]
ASYACHIAKI♥

There is gonna be one less lonely girl~

2010-04-27T06:41:00.000-07:00

Hello!~

Lessons were ohhkay.
No problem.
My bag light seyh!!

After school:
Partied at the Mac.
Celebrated NaddFreak Birthday!
Happy Always!!
Pictures to be uploaded soon!
Me happy, they happy, all happy.

Then, reached school,
completed my math homework.
So, gonna bring a light bag tomorrow!
Yeeppeee!!
Me suke!

At home?

Hmph..
Took out all the pieces that I drew.
The one that I used to put inside my file?
The hidden secrets stuffs?
Gyeah.
I took it out and admire and recall zaman-zaman kental akuhh.
Bahahahaha!

Anyway, zaman-zaman kental akan slalu dirindu oleh anak Danuri!
Friday, Eng mid-year.
Sadsadsad cause no CCA.
Scaredscaredscared cause exam?!!!!
I can't and will not post for a long period of time.

I think....
I am in love.
With who?
I tell ahr.
.....
...
...
...
I love Justin Bieber laa!
LoveLoveLove!!!

Kae2, Syafiiqah dah siowsiow.

Lagi, ape nak cakap ahc?
OuhOuhOuh!
Last week was health week.
Lastlast week was International Friendship Day.
So, thank you friends!
Thanks for being there for me through sad, frustrated and
especially happy moments.
Syafiiqah treasure semue2, tau!

Lagi, ape nak tulis ahc?
Ouh!
In case some people have not realised,
I am now irritating.
Bare with me can?
I bored, I irritate people.
I bored, I talk shitty stuff.
I bored, I talk takde arahnya.
I bored, I talk a lot!
I bored, I disturb people.

Nak cakap ape lagi ahc?
I wanna change me skin.
What I meant was blogskin.
My eyes is getting bored to seeing the same skin.
Arghhh!!!

Okaelah.
My siblings are getting on my nerves.
They want to play the comp and
I have to give in.
What could I possibly do with only one hour?!
Some people don't know how short is one hour!
Hello!
The clock ticks faster day by day, yknow?

Sighning out!
Goodbye!

XOXO;
[my signature goes here]
ASYACHIAKI

AsyaChiaki dah lame tak post. Sorrieeee~

2010-04-25T03:17:00.000-07:00

Hello!

Sorry for the long-not-posting wait, aye?
Seriously.
I don't even know how I spend my 24-hours.
If I go home early, I will just sleep and wake up at around 7pm.
And I'll do my homework at around 8pm.
The duration for me to do my homework is simply not enough.
If I reach home late somemore suay siah!
When doing homework can sleep anytime siak!

Why is the clock ticking so fast?
Now, the mid-year is adding on to my reasons for not using the comp.
I have to give all out for this year.
Urgh!
Stress rabak perh??
Skang, I have eye ring seyh!
Suay perh?

Anw, the past few weeks were ohhkay!
A LOT TO TALK ABOUT.
However, I think I can't recall any.
haas.
Sorrieeee~

So, I basically improved my malay and maths big time!
Yay to me!
My englis improve a little and my science, maintaining.
Yay!

Why am I telling you all this?
You don't care I ever fail or pass or improve or deprove or maintain in my results.
StressStressStress!!!
Ohhkay!
Drop that frggin' topic!

Today, went out with Effa, Emmy, Jian Min, Kenny and Calvin.
We must discuss about tomorrow's performance.
Just thinking of it makes my stomach do flip-flops.
Nervous siah!!!
You can count on me to perform malay dance.
But hip-hop?
It will be a big nono.

Ouhkae!
Asya nak pergi dulu!
To Adi:
Li inu Yinge Ireke.

Bye Peeps!
Poi Te Var!
ChalooBetehh!
Cheriyo!

XOXO;
[my signature goes here.]
ASYACHIAKI!!

Hello Sad, Goodbye Happy

2010-04-09T07:29:00.001-07:00

" Yeah, what has a girl like me
to care about you, huh?"

Hello!~

So, today did not go to school.

Well, I was unwell.

And some not-so-good reasons.

I have this one big ulcer at my lips.

Correction.

Make that two.

And, my lips are swollen up like two fishballs.

My eyes occasionally swell up tears for no reason.

But, who knows that the tears were formed

because my heart is achin'.

So, I miss the whole event in the stadium.

Because of the not coming to school thing, keep it on a hush, ahhkay?

Sape2 yang rindu me, janganlah.

Me also rindu semue, kae?

Anw,

BLUE MARLIN WON!!!

I am proud of everyone who made Marlin win kae?

This year kyte tak kasi sape2 overtake kyter.

Now a days, I don't see the point of me using the computer.

What can I do with it, anw?

Play games?

Not the type of person.

Chat with ppl, yes.

but who with?

Listen to songs, yeah.

Now, I dislike listening to jiwang song.

The reason why?

As I told you from the previous post,

every song I listen to, I relate it to him and think about him.

Every song breaks my heart more and more.

Cut my body open and be suprised

at how many pieces are there.

There is no way glue-ing it back is gonna help, boy.

Shattered heart.

Devastated.

Tears rollin'.

No replacement for you.

For the first time ( in all my Life, so far),

I really like a boy this seriously.

Narrator: Why do guys only help young, feminine, pretty ladies?

Boy: I saw you the other day fallin'. I did not help you. haha! Sorry.

Girl: Yeah, I was fallin' in love. That's the reason.

How could guys these days be so heartless?

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That story really struck me, alot!

Don't understand?

Let's just say don't be too narrow minded, aye?

Okae2!

Wait for another a few days till I post again, okae?

Goodbye!

XOXO;

AsyaChiaki!

False hopes, Unreachable wishes.

Finding the right pavement to go to your heart.

2010-03-30T07:57:00.000-07:00

I have found this pic longlonglong time ago.

But then, only now I feel the urge to post about it.

And, I think every single point is true..

I mean he is the first person when I think when I wake up

besides worrying whether I would be late for school or not.

He does makes me smile, widely in fact, and he does makes

my heart pound like only justinbieber and superjunior knows.

Every single love song, no doubt, I will

think about him.

And I will just think that fairytale or

fantasy would come to life.

I do not re-read all our convos

but I do count the times I see you in a day.

When we are talking to each other,

I seriously don't want that moment to end.

But, now a days, we don't even let out a single word.

I don't really look at you nor

stare at you or something.

But I do love the moments when we are together.

I hate smelling people, but, what the hell.

I don't mind cause, no one's perfect.

(Not even linking with each other.)

My stomach goes twirly wirly when I hear your voice.

But that was then.

Now, not so.

Getting used to it.

I smile only..

I don't miss you.

I am not on that stage when

I am fanatic to you or something.

Except for this point, everything is so true!!!

Ohhkay!

I bobal mepek skang.

Up to you to think I talk crap

or shitty girly stuff okayh?

I don't care a damn of what you think

cause it won't change an effin' thing about me.

Your problem not my problem, right?

Aink... Fake^^

Cheywahh! Dah maju pah?

Nah, can go drain..

hahahahaha! akuhh bobal sendiri pah?

aink...

One message to a fan of my twin (AdiTweeniee), aye?

Eh! Kao tak sedar diri pah? Treat twin akuhh step kao pehh mataer. Eyh, relex one corner suah lah! Muke betol tak tau malu sah! Otak buntu perh? Akuh kasi kao tip lah sial. Kao pi duduk satu corner, pegi cebok kao pehh muke betol2, baru datang kat twin akuhh klao dah maju kayh? Tak payah sweet talk dengan Adi lah.. She won't buy sweet talks. Trust me lah eh? Tak payah waste kao punye duit utk meseg Adi kayh? Lebih kao meseg, lebih hati kao berkecai.. Akuhh assure kao, tak leyh glue baleyk punyerh.. Ingat tau tip akuh.. Biar cebok betul2. Klao nak sabon, akuhh aderh. Sabun Fab. Nak?? Dahlah! Wansueyyy...

Sorrie for my attitude^^ Mood bnyk pehh swing.

Okayhlah! Sape2 tak tau psl nie, just keep your mouths shut..

Got to go!

Goodbye!

Sayonara!

ChalooBetehh!

Oulevoure!

Chio!

Xoxo;

AsyaChiaki

I know I am just that plain girl sitting at the sidelines.

2010-03-21T05:48:00.000-07:00

Hola!!!

Okae, I am going to post bout what had happened for the March hols.

Saturday(130310) :

Stayed at home with my bro cause
mummy, daddy and two other sisters go somewhere else.
Do homeworks.
Blablabla happened.

Sunday(140310) :

Went to Lagun Sari cause have wedding.
Whoa! So grand xhaaal!
It's like in the hotel, tau!!
Makanan die, 5 stars, you!
Me like!!!
Then, went to the Mendaki centre.
Cause of my two sisters.
Now, I know why why Mendaki is called Mendaki.
Cause, it's so MENDAK and it makes ppl do "eeeeeeeee!"
when they mendak.
So, when you fuse them up tgt, become MENDAKI!
hahaha! Fake^^
Ahkayy, so basically what happened is that
my two sisters sat at one room, while me parents sit at the other room
and my brother and I sat at another.
Inside my room, we got to use the comp
and then we did some introduction.
Then right, there was this one small guy, sachok gilerrr!!!
He was in Sec 1?!
OuhEmGee!
I was damn shocked..
Then, there was this another boy, Sec2, but shawt2.
Sachok cikeeet jerr.
Marker jatuh, he panggil my name!!!
And whats makes me like head over heels is that
he remembered my name from the introduction!!
wohoo!!
hahaha!
Gilerr nyerh akuhh...

Monday(150310) :

Stayed at home the whole day
cause parents went to my first small sister's school.
Theyhave some talk..
I'd rather call it lecture.
Phm2 lah.
Pri One.
Ade bnyk bende drng kene inform parents..
So bored!
Used teh comp to kill boredom.
nyahahaha!
V. bored xhaaa!

Tuesday(160310) :

Go to Malay Village with Diny, Emmy and Ms Tan..
The rest of the story is at the previous post.
Go read it!
If not, I'll kill you.
If you had, I love you so much.
You have initiative!
hehe.

Wednesday(170310) :

Go to Ang Mo Kio's mosque.
Mummy last day at work..
So, go there, help her clean up her work place.
I sedeh seyh!
Cannot go there anymore.
That was my pre-school, tau!

Thursday(180310) :

Never go anywhere..
BORED!

Friday(190310) :

Aunt's birthday.
Helped mummy to do an email for aunt.
I miss her and her family!!!
I will collect money to visit y'all in Australia, okay??
LoveLoveLove you all!

Saturday(200310) :

Went to Causeway Point to take my handphone...
But skang, for now, I don't have SIM card.
Use mummy's SIM card to bongkar the phone.
nyeheheehe!
So, kene saba.
And my parents ade buat satu "contract".
Akuhh kene ikot all the terms and conditions klao akuhh nak SIM card.
Ituhh pon will determine when I will get the phone.
haish!
Nvm.
If I can wait for 2++ years for the handphone,
I can definitely wait for months/ weeks for that SIM card.
No sweat..

Sunday(210310) :

Never go anywhere.
Made sure I complete all of my homeworks.
And the school stuff.
Ate nasi goreng mamak.
Sedaaap...
I loike!
Tapi, still, yg kat Geylang tuh, tak leyh di-kalahkan.
YumYumYumYum!!!!!!

Okaylah, Sacheks and sachoks!!!!
Gottogo!
Don't miss me and don't have a noghtmare about me.
Just have sweet dreams, aites?

Goodbye!!
Oulevoure!
ChalooBeteehh!
Adios!
Toodles!
Chio!

Xoxo;
AsyaChiaki.

160310

2010-03-16T05:25:00.000-07:00

Hello!!

Ahkayy!
Just now went to meet Emmy and Diny cause we wanna go hanter costumes at malay village.
Tunggu taxi bnyk pehh lame sak!
In the end, Ms Tan have to call the cab.
While waiting, had some laughters..
Have this sec4 guy go hantat Ms Tan his Sec3 file.
Then Ms Tan kept saying Nonsense lah this boy.
Or is it kid or guy?
Hmmm...
Then, Farid, Sham and Mahathir came.
Actually when I went inside the school, I saw Mahathir outside school.
Then, they talk3 to Ms Tan...
Then there was this one thing when Farid said something then Sham go slap him.
hahaha!

Dah sampai sane, kasi baleyk baju.
That place is kinda creepy, but seriously like kampung.
Then right, the baju all lawa2 tau!
Then, akuhh terpikir klao utk baju raye, kyte sewe.
Conferm pilik nyerh kan?
Then, Emmy and Diny go show me some moves.
The "replacement" moves for lagu Sorry Sorry.
The replacement moves was from our malay dance performance.

Then, go eat...
Sedaaappp!!!
When nak carik makan, aderh kedai tulis mcm gini tau.
"You will never drink alone!" or "You will never eat alon!"
HaHaHa!
Geli hati akuhh bace!
Then, beli BeeHoonGoreng.
My favourite!
Mee dierh panas all the way!
Then, Emmy go say I eat licin.
Then, Diny and Emmy laugh.
Ms Tan go ask why they laugh.
So, Emmy tell.
Ms Tan Like kagum...
Why I can eat, but then my body size like "small".
I say lahh donno!
Takkan nak blabber psl science pulak kans?

Then, go home.
In the taxi Emmy go sleep.
I just look outside the window, think bout something, someone...
Ahkayy, drop that thinking of you stuff.

Then, go home...... alone.
Sedeyh perr..

Done.

HAPPY 5th MONTHSARY TO MY KAKAK, FAFAH, AND ABANG, ASRAF!!!!
Last long tau korang! Sayang krng due bynk3 mcm kakak and abang akuhh sendiri!
Klao ade paperh, I will always be by your side, tau! Ingat! Klao tak, awas krng!
Aink.. Fake^^

Cheriyo!
Oulevoure!
Chaloobetehh!

xoxo;
AsyaChiaki.

MERAK KAYANGAN

2010-03-12T23:32:00.000-08:00

MERAK KAYANGAN! GOGOGO!~

I am at the right and my mate looked so sepet!! *gasp* Plus, I look so matured! *gasp again*

12.03.10

Yesterday waked up at 6.45 am.
Then did me e-learning.
Complete already, got ready for malay dance.

Went there and I was like "where is Emmy?"
Then, I have this thought that she might be in school already cause it's gonna be 10.
So, I went inside the school and the AVA room was closed.
I went out side the school then saw Mira and Sirah.
Sirah said, " I think your friend over there."
Then I was like at last!

Went inside, took all the costumes and etc.
Then changed into costume.
Inside the toilet kekek.
But I forgotten why.
Wait for Cikgu Z. to come.
This and that.

When Cikgu Z. came with his friend, we all pakai foundation.
After use foundation, I eat together with some other people.
Nasi Ayam, yknow??
Sedaaaap, gheee!!!
Had laughters with Wanie, Ninni, Yasmin, Ee, Farah and Emmy.
Wanie, Ninni and Yasmin was like so funny xhaaa!
Then, Ee, Farah and I laugh with them.
Ee look at me, I look at Ee.
We both laugh cannot tahan xhaaa!
I was like "Eh! Susah nyerh nak makan!"
Then, when everybody finish eating, left only me, Farah and Emmy which come eat with us setengah jln.
Then, when Farah finish eating she said, " Tengoklah ketawe2 sampai die tak leyh makan!"
Hahaahahahahaah!
Then, Emmy finish before me.
Padahal I eat before she seyh!
I laugh cannot tahan xhaaa!!
Sampai mate berair mcm nak rak seyh!
BAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

Then, put on make-up, pakai samping and etc.
After doing all that, we still have like 2 hours?!
OuhEmGee!
Lamenye!
So, kyter practice.
Then, we conteng the whiteboard.
Whoa!
Whiteboard tuhh mcm scribbled all over the place xhaaa!
Full of scribbles of our art piece!
Fake^^

At LAST!
The time has came!!!!!
We sat backstage and then read our prayers and Al-Fatihah.
Then, Eika said that this would be the last performance for the seniors..
THE last performance as a merak kayangan.
They would treasure it..
And from then onwards, I felt how lucky I was to get to know this earthlings!!
They are more like a second family to me.
I know I could depend on them.
Then, Eika say that we, the Sec2's and Sec3's must uphold and maintain the name of
MERAK KAYANGAN!
I was like promising to myself to improve myself so that all my seniors could be proud us.
Eventhough I am not the leader, everyone has to play a part in this right?
We are a team!
Only then did I cried..
Cannot stop my tears from flowing down my cheeks.
Almost everyone started to cry..

The performance was great!
When I was dancing, there was this sense of pride.
1. To be part of Merak Kayangan.
2. To dance with all my great seniors
3. To dance for Achievement Day.

I was holding back my tears cause when I dance,those words said by Eika was whispering in my ears.
It was the best, unforgettable, memorable, more than words can describe.
Only the people who go through that feeling and saw what happened after that would know how I feel.
Though the music stopped half way, we still rocked the stage, world and each of our lives.
We've got a ginormous applause cause we rock it out!
OuhEmGee!
I am out of vocabulary to describe the sensation I felt.

After performance, most of us cried.
I cried crocodile tears man!
My tears was like flowing, and flowing, and flowing!
Then to top it off, we had a group hug which touched me.
I cried more after that.
I was thinking,
Alah! Make-up hancur pon hancur lah!
I am proud of my merak kayangan and myself!
I love all of you!
The most was fantastic.
And the feeling is unexpressable!
I feel like we had won!

At the last bits of the performance, I was so damn semangat!
Semangat gilerr babi nyerh!
OUHMYGEEEE!!!!
I am damn effin' happy!
I wanna express it, but I ran out of vocabs man!
Serious2, the feeling is like we had won the whole world to ourselves.

Kae2!
Then we went back to the AVA room.
I was in charge of the samping.
Collect everything already, clear up the place.
Then, the food is still a lot,
Lucky Nadhiah brought it to her netball camp.
So, those who get the food, who are you suppose to thank?
Yesyes, your welcome.
haah!
Fake^^

Then still have a couple of packets more.
So, I brought home three and Emmy brought home three.
Kasi family lah..
Takkan nak makan tige peket tuhh untuk diri sendiri?

______________________________________________________

AT HOME!

Ate the food.
Sedaaap, gheee!!
Satuhh peket actually tak cukup tau..
heeh!

Then, sleep!
Tired mah!
Ouhkae lah ladies and gentlemen!
I need to go.
Oulevoure!

Xoxo;
AsyaChiaki!

Bila akuhh pejam mataku, dirimu yang menjelma.

2010-03-09T03:44:00.000-08:00

Hello~

PE!

Did the mass dance thing.
Buat tak semangat.
Jelak sah every week buat bende tuhh.
They seriously think we will participate on the Achievement Day..
To all the teachers:
Don't be dissapointed how we would do on the Achievement Day kaes??

Nadd kept on "kicking" people's legs.
Then my kaki like sotong!
Urgh!
Nadd made me laugh half of the time.
You seriously know how to jage people's heart.
Do the pom2.
Stress siah!
Skejap pendek..
Skejap satu strand terklaur.
Irritating and annoying xhaaa!!.

Science!

Mr Siow is seriously weird.
Concentrate most of the time in class.
Can't slack!
Mati akuhh nanti klao markah kurang memuaskan.
Science quite easy ahk.
Start becoming gila2.
Yelah..
Dah dapat cikgu mcm gituhh...
Tak boleyh menghalang.

Recess!

Bought food and drinks for myself and Adi.
Asked Emmy to pass the items to Adi cause have duty..
Why am I telling you this??
Excess infoo..
Sorrey![Shiva way of saying]

English!

Do debate..
Vehh lazy to speak..
Shiva was loike laughing like hell.
Then, I just LOL with her lahh.
She my older sister..
Cannot saketkan hatih dierh.
heeh XD

Mother Tongue!

YEEAAAHHH!!!
Ferst, Syarif must shift his place nearer to me.
Then, after that, worse-er.
I must sit in front of hym!
So, joker for malay class is
.....
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...
...
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EVERYONE!!!

Everyone has a part to play..
Talk-ed to Syarif bout stuff.
Blueek!
I tak nak bilang youh sumerh!
XP

FT!

Blabla happened.

Malay Dance!

YEAH!
Dapat baju, ghee!
Canteyk2!
Yellow top and green bottom!
I loike!
blablabla happened..

Then, go home, Fafah and Asraf temankan akuhh pi MCD.
Beli coke.
Then nak baleyk, terserempak nan Farid, Dzul and Sham.
Then Sham tanye akuhh nak baleyk ke tak then blabla.
Pastuhh yang klakar nye Frid ckp
Dah nmpk/jumpe pompan, kawan sendiri lupekan.
Akuhh dah mcm fine ahk! Ameyk die baleyk lah!

So, esok die nye last day in S'pore..
Bohoo!
Sedeyh sak!
:'(
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Well, not hys last day in S'pore for this year larh of course!
Last day in S'pore for Term One!
At ferst die bilang akuhh, akuhh terperanjat berok sal!
Skali until Sunday..
Cibai siah!
Akuh dah mcm on that spot jugak nak nanges seyh!
lol!
Loike one member from my "family" will go away.
Sedeyh2.

Sampai umah.. tros use comp.

Currently:
Chatting with NiNie Rochea! My all time best friend since 2005! Cygg die bnyk! Kyte will kluar next week ngan member2 laen! Yeepee~ She will always be the one whom I will lean on when I have a prob! She will always be my one and only. Thanks ehq, sis! Akuh tau lah akuhh niehh, blom lagi ke tahap kao, tapi, thanks for understanding!

Oulevoure!
Chalobeteehh!

Xoxo;
AsyaChiaki

I don't want to walk this earth if I gotta do S-O-L-O

2010-03-04T04:38:00.000-08:00

hello!

Sorrie for not posting.
One, cannot on computer cause
of my adeyk.
Two, malas.

So, let's start.

English!!!

My group talking bout when you get married and
what you want to be when you want to be when you grow up.
Me and Shiva scared if we would be influenced with bad companies.
Like go smoke or skip school and pierce tongue, etc.
Serious tau, scary yknow?
Just imagine akuh jadi minah sundal.
Relek one corner peyh lepak ngan gang.
Ckp wansueyy ngan life akuh ader skang.
Eeee!
Tak nak ghee.
Seram.

That period funny, ghee.
We talk lah what we wanna be.
Then I say to Ron.
You must get married by 20++ in order to see your grandchildren.

Then Ron go count donno what.
Then he say: 30++ still I can see my grandchildren cause by then I would be 60++.

Then I replied.
How do you know you would get children very early?

Then Shiva laughed very2 hard.
She looked at me and then said.
You are the one who started all this right?

Then I was like:
Ya lah! Wow!

Funny xhiaa!
I love my members!
Step A head 5 rock my babats!

Science!

What A BORE!
We did experiment then copy answers from the screen.
I, AdiTweenie and Effa sat down on the floor to copy answers.
Then, I find it hard to write on my lap.
Then I looked at Effa.
She write like veri easy xhiaa!
I was thinking what trick did she use.
Then suddenly she say
Aku kebas calender.
I was like so amazed.
I laugh like WOW!

Recess!
Eat chicken Rice.
Emmy eat chicken.
Blablabla happened.
tehee.

Mother Tongue!
Did the buku kerje.
Forget why I laugh for.

Maths!
The Miss Tan taught us.
Okae2 ahk.
Prefer Mr Lim teach us liao.
Confusing.
Skejap suruh pakai this method.
Then pakai the next method.
wtheck?!
Confused gegerl.
Tak kechian kerh?

CLD!!!
Must go to 1A2 class!
Yeeppeee~
We watched movie then blablabla.
Then the fun part began!
Blow wind blow!
Ferst, there was this one malay boy say.
Blow wind blow. Blow those who are chinese.
Then the chinese move already, there was this one chinese guy left.
The person standing in front was given 5 seconds.
We all loike counting already.
Then he panic.
So, he said.
Erm, Blow wind blow. Blow those who are malay.
You may think that is not funny.
But wait for the second part.
He said quieter.
Then want to say what?
His face cannot angkat xhiaa!
Cute plak tuh bilerh ckp.

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I'll replie the tags.

Adi-DiMenZi: Oi! Update lah sey!! Blog lu mati ke peh?? Hehehe.. eh,takmu repent lagi ehk...
Adi-DiMenZi: Hey,twinee..!!! Apamaciam?? Rather eat a bowl of porridge??? RANDOM sey!!!

To Adi-DiMenZi: Akuh baek2 ajah. I know! Random kan? lols. Ini peyh post untuk kao. Happy?Blog Syafiiqah takkan mati nyah. Lu bleyh percaye. Repent? Akuh klao tak repent, tak de orang nak ckp nan akuh. Lebeyh baek diam suah. Kuraaaangg dose akuh.

`EMMY: just happen to pass by. and no saying hi. TAG ! love ya always.

to `EMMY: Thanks gerl! Love you double more!

Adi-DiMenZi: Hey,update kay.. Try ah.. Aku tau kau nye adek ader CA1 tapi,blog jgn kasi amti,kay? Tagged you with flying colours!!

to Adi-DiMenZi: Blog Syafiiqah takkan matinye. Akuh try update hari2 okae? Terime-Kaseh daripade akuh kae?

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Ahkayy ahk!
Chio!
ChalooBetehh!
Oulevuore!
Toodles!
Tata!

Xoxo;
AsyaChiaki

I know it's me who said goodbye. And that's the hardest thing to do.

2010-02-28T04:08:00.000-08:00

Hypnotising eyes.

Don't she have the most heavenly eyes?
Why can't I have those eyes?
It seemed so perfect.

And that is only the eyes.
I have not mention the eyelashes.
It's so long and I simply adore it.
She seemed so perfect.
Hmph...

Anw, I have been thinking.
I wanna be an air stewardess.
I really want to be one.
No joking matter you know?
It's so cool man!
But the problem now is I am scared of heights.
Really scared.
I'd rather eat a bowl of porridge that have been left for a few days rather than go flying fox.
Fake!
LAWL!
Which idiot would do such a thing.

Gosh!
Tomorrow is Monday.
Have to wake up early.
Must remember to pay attention in class.
hehe.
Ouhkae!
Gonna skoot off.
Oulevoure!
Pandai2 lah kao agak word to mcm mane nak pronounce dan maknenye apehr.

Chaloobeteeh!
Chio!
Toodles!
Tata!

Xoxo;
asyachiaki

I know I am just the girl sitting at the sidelines.

2010-02-22T05:43:00.000-08:00

Hello!
Have not been posting lately.
Mahlas ahk siah!
Okae, okae.
School is like always but have been busy lately.
Come back home late, everyday
but will try to come home early.

Today was kinda ahkayy.
Was gila2 at ferst, but then,
the day became bored-er and bored-er.
Soooo sleepy during the story telling time
but kinda hilarious.
Then, went for Malay Dance.
Got selected to perform.
YEAH!
I am freaking happy.
But, my mind shut down sah.
I think I am the one who made the most mistakes.
Cikgu Z. was kinda mad at us.
The tempat dah lah sempat.
Orang tngh penat, stress, panas.
Alahai!
Mcm mane lah akuh nak concentrate.
Whatever it is, tomorrow ade training.
So, can practice my arse out.
Gonna focus, focus, focus!!!
Important perfromance yknow?!
Urgh!
So stressed up.

What to post now?
Feel like posting.
Good mood.
Happy mood.
Eh!
Apelah krng nieh.
Klao krng saling bermaaf-maafan dengan sesama sendiri,
problem settle babe.
Kae2.
Drop that topic.
Don't you dare catch it.
hehe.
Phm2 lah what I tried to say.

Justin Bieber's Baby Official Music Video is out!!
OMG!!!!
Baek ghee.
I suke tau...

Blablah.
Boring ghee.
Tak tau ape nak buat.
Hish!
Huh!
Ape kate akuh blah skang?
Okayah.
baibai.
Kamsamida!

ChalooBetehh!
Cheriyo!
Toodles!
Tata!

Xoxo;
ASYAAAcintaaa!

2010-02-18T07:13:00.000-08:00

Hello!~

Just now chatted with Anis.
Talked bout something.
Ahkay ahk.
She very nice.
But I donno why, whenever i meet her,
I don't know what to saqy to her.
But in msn, got things to share and tell.

Dong Hae and Kangin are HFCCP.
Which stands for Hot, Funny, Cute, Charming and Perfect!
OuhEmGee!~
Cute gilerr, ghee.
I can go all crazy over them.
Sabar, ghee, sabar.
Super Junior is off the hooks, peeps!~
I like all of them.
But, I like Dong Hae and Kangin esp.
Tehehe.
Well, as for SHINee, tak minat sngt ahk.
But, get your facts right, I PREFER Super Junior to SHINee.
It's just that Super Junior is number one in my priority list, yknow?
I don't detest SHINee ahkay?!?!

Ahkay, then listened to my favourite korean song ever!
Not from SuperJunior nor SHINee.
tehehe.
Listened to songs.

Haish..
Lazy to post already lah.
Kamsamida!

Note: I won't be posting that quite often already. I'll follow my mood flow, aytes?

Cheriyo!
ChaloBetehh!
Toodles!
Tata!

Xoxo;
{ASYAAAcintaaa