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The weather is so cool. It had not stopped raining since early in the morning. Slept the whole afternoon and I am now rushing through my homework to get it done. Brrr. I really appreciate that the weather is cool and all but going to school will be so leceh now. -.-" Need to bring umbrella or else I'm gonna be soakin' wet.
Monday will come in an hours time. And school's gonna start in 7-8 hours. Sibei lazy to wake up early in the morning. Drag my feet to the bathroom. Haish. And wow, I have eye ring. Coolio. -.- Chingay will be next week and at last, practices will end. Seriously exhausted after the practice cause it ends at night at about 10.30. I will only reach home at about 12. Plus, I have to complete all of my homeworks and wake up at six the next day. Gosh, fortunately all that is gonna end next week and I'll receive my money soon. Alhamdulillah. I'm not really sure I could spend it on anything, though. Cause really, the economics is really wow, and you might not know when you really need the money. So yeah, got to save it up.
Alright peeps, now it marks 11:17pm. And I have to complete my damn English homework. It's hard to score for English. Haiyo. I aim to get A2 this year. And I must get it. No one's stopping me but me. The only obstacle you'll see. I guess I'm gonna go off and complete my homework.
I am sibei tired right now. I have late night these days. The reason is that I had to complete my homework. Haish, I think I complain a lot these days. -.- I am sucha pathetic bitch. Don't know how to appreciate. -.-"
Didn't get to go to chalet due to Chingay. Well, in a month time, I don't have to go to Lavender anymore cause Chingay will be on 11 and 12. I'll miss going there though. It's like my routine already. Psft. What crap. Lulz.
I've made up my mind to just follow the wind. As in to just be with whoever is with me. I feel like I'm always with my malaydancers and neglecting on my other friends which means I am being unfair. Sometimes it's fun having many friends but sometimes you just don't know how to not hurt both of them. Gosh! I feel like I have hurt someone. Grrr, so guilty right nao. Psft. But the thing is, I feel like my other friends are ignoring me which bugs me a little. Dayum, it's so hard. Am I at fault over here or people have to be more understanding? F***. Seriousshit manszxc. _l_
I feel like I have failed being a good senior and a friend. My junior(s) are not liking their cca. What am I supposed to do ? I know I'm not the leader of it, but it really affects me. What have we done that make you guys feel that way ? I'm sorry I'm being really sensitive and insecure to this thing cause come on, malaydance is my passion and I want to share my passion with you guys. ): Well, as a friend, I think I'm not being a good friend. I don't spend much time with you guys like we used to the other time. And, sometimes I'm biased. Let's not call it biased. I sometimes talk more to one person than to another. I know how it feels to have someone not talking to you that much. And I strongly feel that I have failed being a good friend and a senior. I'm sorry I've dissapointed you guys. I. really. am.
School was alright. I'm so grateful that there was no A maths today. Mdm Vani replaced our A math with E math test. I think the test was moderately difficult. Managed to complete it on time. Hehe. Then, the rest of the lessons was great. Then, stayed back for a moment. :D P/s : I wanna hug anyone, someone, specifically Inah right now or better said, soon ! Gosh, I really need it. Bohoo !
School has been neutral. Nothing exciting happened. I seriously regretted not appreciating my sec2 moments back then. What I meant was the weight of the bag and the less pressure. ): I can't really cope with studies. I am very exhausted. Now my head is throbbing and I'm down with flu and I think my temperature is rising. Should I go to school tomorrow? I wish I don't have to but that means I should give lessons a miss. And that's sad.
School was great but lessons sucks. Haha, don't make any sense. To be specific, maths and english sucks. I was so tensed up during Math lesson. Till today, I'm not used to the atmosphere. As for English, lesson was so dull. It was almost black and white. Where has all the fun gone to ?
Now I feel suckish. I have over 20 math questions to be completed, but I'm still here updating my blog. I have zero clue on what Matrix is. Teacher expects us to complete the work without knowing what Matrix is. Yea, great. An intelligent human being we have here. What, we're not born knowing everything, you know. -.-" Crap. I hate this to the core. The government is pushing us hard thinking that we're robots made to serve them or something. Srsly man. I bet they don't wanna recall their teenage life seeing that they devoted themselves for studies. Seriously, fuck my life. I don't want it anymore.
Well, was so down for the past few days. Don't ask me why. Blame it on him/her. Cried myself to sleep the day before yesterday. Really, I swore my heart broke to maybe, a million pieces. Gyeah. And guess what, till today, I can't paste all the pieces together. Someone or anyone wants to help me ? Nah, nvm you're just another busybody wanting to know what's going on. :/ But, my frown turned upside down the next day, which is yesterday. I can't forget that incident. So cute and shy. Hehehee. Okay, lol.
CCA was superbly fantastic. We didn't stop dancing. We just continued and continued and continued. Super gerek pls. Hehs. Merak Kayangan is loved. And oh yea, and one thing about CCAs I don't wanna fight or quarrel or whatever you name it. Just let it be. Just let things the way it wants to be. I just don't want this stuffs to happen alright ? Payce. :D
Lol, okayla. The time now is 11.06pm. Fatigued. Pfft. Gosh, I have lack of sleep. Like ttc. Tsk. Okay, I now declare myself talking cock. Psft. Okayla, mata aku pon da steam. ChaloBeteh.
Today's the first day of school. Had to be in school by 6.10. Psft. Had coucil meeting blablabla. Then, Blablabla happened. Then, we had to go to our class. We had this circle time which was super duper uber awesome I tell you. I laughed my arse out. Maybe, my new class isn't as bad after all. But still, really, my heart belongs to 2e1. It's the only place which I fit in. Srsly. I'm not lying. I feel like I'm not myself when I'm with my new classmates. I'm afraid that they'll think I'm just one lame, loser, retard bitch lost in their class or whatsoever. Ms Fong was being silly and cute. And I really mean what I say. She was asking so innocently about where we go and was curious what we did at home for 2 long months, which now feels like two weeks.
SkipSkipSkip. Then, we had "assembly". The principal kept babbling about her past. I was like, "Don't show off, women. And, who cares what you do. You'll be a part of my life for just 2 short years." Psft. And the talk was uber long. And I'm not lying. My arse was hot. Girl, I could fry an egg. But, subconsciously, I realised myself actually, literally, listening to what she said. Somehow the talk wasn't sleepy and dry. It was lively but painful. Grrrr~
Heck, lesson will resume as per normal from tomorrow onwards. The textbooks are so thick. I reallyseriouslynodoubt need a locker. Anyone wants to share with me ? I really think that locker is an essential material in a schooling teenager's life. Lulszxc. I don't wanna study. ): Haish, nvm. In 2011, I'm gonna change no doubt. May be for the better, may be for the worse. It's up to your perspective. But the change's gonna be obvious, I guess. I will devote myself more to studying since O's will be next year and I have A LOT of coping up to do. I will also TRY (no promises) to attend every meetings and duties. I will be lame and kental maybe nerdy too but, keep your opinions and thoughts to yourself. I don't need no bitch bitching about me being so kental. I wanna shape my future. Chey, mcm phm. -.-"
Hate this shit. -.- Tomorrow's gonna be the last day of holidays. But, whocares? School's gonna be BETTER. There's food, there's friends, there's teachers, there's fun, there's laughter, there's studying and best of all, there's AWESOMNESS. But, I don't know why I was so enthusiastic for school to re-open yesterday but now I'm wishing on my lucky stars for school to last at least a month more. Cries. I am not ready for what 2011 has for me. ):
I just made a twitter account just now. I swear, I was blur. I was like how the heck do I do this? How to follow ? Lol. I followed 2 ppl and 3 ppl followed me. WEEEE~ K, perangai merepek. -.- (Get me out of this house soon. I beg you. Sekolah buka cepat-cepat pon bagus sia!) Psft. BYE. Fml and I hate everyone right now. Except for JustinB. <3
School's gonna re-open in another 3days and I am still struggling with my homeworks. I'm 1/4 done with IH project and sort of done with Math. Heh. Did some of the questions which I sort of remember how to do. Lulz. I can't wait for school to re-open, though. I wanna eat canteen food. I wanna meet my friends. I wanna go to school early in the morning. I wanna laugh till I can't breath. I wanna smile to every Sec 1 student. I wanna be friendlier. I want to be a better daughter. I want to be a better friend. I want to be a better student. I want to excel in my studies. I want 2011 to be a blast. ♥♥
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Sunday, January 30, 2011
May peace be upon you,The weather is so cool. It had not stopped raining since early in the morning. Slept the whole afternoon and I am now rushing through my homework to get it done. Brrr. I really appreciate that the weather is cool and all but going to school will be so leceh now. -.-" Need to bring umbrella or else I'm gonna be soakin' wet.
Monday will come in an hours time. And school's gonna start in 7-8 hours. Sibei lazy to wake up early in the morning. Drag my feet to the bathroom. Haish. And wow, I have eye ring. Coolio. -.- Chingay will be next week and at last, practices will end. Seriously exhausted after the practice cause it ends at night at about 10.30. I will only reach home at about 12. Plus, I have to complete all of my homeworks and wake up at six the next day. Gosh, fortunately all that is gonna end next week and I'll receive my money soon. Alhamdulillah. I'm not really sure I could spend it on anything, though. Cause really, the economics is really wow, and you might not know when you really need the money. So yeah, got to save it up.
Alright peeps, now it marks 11:17pm. And I have to complete my damn English homework. It's hard to score for English. Haiyo. I aim to get A2 this year. And I must get it. No one's stopping me but me. The only obstacle you'll see. I guess I'm gonna go off and complete my homework.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Assalamu'alaikum,I am sibei tired right now. I have late night these days. The reason is that I had to complete my homework. Haish, I think I complain a lot these days. -.- I am sucha pathetic bitch. Don't know how to appreciate. -.-"
Didn't get to go to chalet due to Chingay. Well, in a month time, I don't have to go to Lavender anymore cause Chingay will be on 11 and 12. I'll miss going there though. It's like my routine already. Psft. What crap. Lulz.
I've made up my mind to just follow the wind. As in to just be with whoever is with me. I feel like I'm always with my malaydancers and neglecting on my other friends which means I am being unfair. Sometimes it's fun having many friends but sometimes you just don't know how to not hurt both of them. Gosh! I feel like I have hurt someone. Grrr, so guilty right nao. Psft. But the thing is, I feel like my other friends are ignoring me which bugs me a little. Dayum, it's so hard. Am I at fault over here or people have to be more understanding? F***. Seriousshit manszxc. _l_
Labels: F bye.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Hello Fellow Leaders,I feel like I have failed being a good senior and a friend. My junior(s) are not liking their cca. What am I supposed to do ? I know I'm not the leader of it, but it really affects me. What have we done that make you guys feel that way ? I'm sorry I'm being really sensitive and insecure to this thing cause come on, malaydance is my passion and I want to share my passion with you guys. ): Well, as a friend, I think I'm not being a good friend. I don't spend much time with you guys like we used to the other time. And, sometimes I'm biased. Let's not call it biased. I sometimes talk more to one person than to another. I know how it feels to have someone not talking to you that much. And I strongly feel that I have failed being a good friend and a senior. I'm sorry I've dissapointed you guys. I. really. am.
School was alright. I'm so grateful that there was no A maths today. Mdm Vani replaced our A math with E math test. I think the test was moderately difficult. Managed to complete it on time. Hehe. Then, the rest of the lessons was great. Then, stayed back for a moment. :D P/s : I wanna hug anyone, someone, specifically Inah right now or better said, soon ! Gosh, I really need it. Bohoo !
Labels: Sorry
Monday, January 24, 2011
Good Evening felow readers.School has been neutral. Nothing exciting happened. I seriously regretted not appreciating my sec2 moments back then. What I meant was the weight of the bag and the less pressure. ): I can't really cope with studies. I am very exhausted. Now my head is throbbing and I'm down with flu and I think my temperature is rising. Should I go to school tomorrow? I wish I don't have to but that means I should give lessons a miss. And that's sad.
Monday, January 17, 2011
Alright, lessons are back to normal. It has been 5 days of no lessons and I'm trying to adapt myself. Lol, sounds so pathetic. Ikr. Shit is all I get. Psft. I'm hating Maths right now. I used to love Maths. Srsly. But now, we have nothing in common. We're like the earth and the sky. Psft. Lol.School was great but lessons sucks. Haha, don't make any sense. To be specific, maths and english sucks. I was so tensed up during Math lesson. Till today, I'm not used to the atmosphere. As for English, lesson was so dull. It was almost black and white. Where has all the fun gone to ?
Now I feel suckish. I have over 20 math questions to be completed, but I'm still here updating my blog. I have zero clue on what Matrix is. Teacher expects us to complete the work without knowing what Matrix is. Yea, great. An intelligent human being we have here. What, we're not born knowing everything, you know. -.-" Crap. I hate this to the core. The government is pushing us hard thinking that we're robots made to serve them or something. Srsly man. I bet they don't wanna recall their teenage life seeing that they devoted themselves for studies. Seriously, fuck my life. I don't want it anymore.
Labels: Kini aku menyesal mencintaimu karena cintaku dipermainkan secukup-cukupnya.
Friday, January 14, 2011
Alright, I am currently feeling so exhausted from the 3-days orientation and CCA open house. I had to miss lessons, ofcourse. Both good and bad thing cause I will have some hard time coping with the new topics which I heard were unreasonably difficult. But, I get to escape from all that scolding and have fun. Hehe.Well, was so down for the past few days. Don't ask me why. Blame it on him/her. Cried myself to sleep the day before yesterday. Really, I swore my heart broke to maybe, a million pieces. Gyeah. And guess what, till today, I can't paste all the pieces together. Someone or anyone wants to help me ? Nah, nvm you're just another busybody wanting to know what's going on. :/ But, my frown turned upside down the next day, which is yesterday. I can't forget that incident. So cute and shy. Hehehee. Okay, lol.
CCA was superbly fantastic. We didn't stop dancing. We just continued and continued and continued. Super gerek pls. Hehs. Merak Kayangan is loved. And oh yea, and one thing about CCAs I don't wanna fight or quarrel or whatever you name it. Just let it be. Just let things the way it wants to be. I just don't want this stuffs to happen alright ? Payce. :D
Labels: Love is overrated. Fuck it.
Friday, January 7, 2011
Have not been enjoying my days in school because of the too-thick books. Crap. However, my class was alright. They're brilliant. They make me laugh in class. But the silence that occur everytime we're doing our work scares me. It's pin drop silence. Now, being in that class scares me. They seem to be a bunch of students with A LOT of potential. But as for me, I think luck sent me there. Hmph. Sedih pe sia. So, I think I'm alright with all the topics SO FAR. Insya'allah saya dapat cope. Kalau tak, mampus la kau, Syafiiqah. Lol, okayla. The time now is 11.06pm. Fatigued. Pfft. Gosh, I have lack of sleep. Like ttc. Tsk. Okay, I now declare myself talking cock. Psft. Okayla, mata aku pon da steam. ChaloBeteh.
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
May Peace Be Upon You and Good Night.Today's the first day of school. Had to be in school by 6.10. Psft. Had coucil meeting blablabla. Then, Blablabla happened. Then, we had to go to our class. We had this circle time which was super duper uber awesome I tell you. I laughed my arse out. Maybe, my new class isn't as bad after all. But still, really, my heart belongs to 2e1. It's the only place which I fit in. Srsly. I'm not lying. I feel like I'm not myself when I'm with my new classmates. I'm afraid that they'll think I'm just one lame, loser, retard bitch lost in their class or whatsoever. Ms Fong was being silly and cute. And I really mean what I say. She was asking so innocently about where we go and was curious what we did at home for 2 long months, which now feels like two weeks.
SkipSkipSkip. Then, we had "assembly". The principal kept babbling about her past. I was like, "Don't show off, women. And, who cares what you do. You'll be a part of my life for just 2 short years." Psft. And the talk was uber long. And I'm not lying. My arse was hot. Girl, I could fry an egg. But, subconsciously, I realised myself actually, literally, listening to what she said. Somehow the talk wasn't sleepy and dry. It was lively but painful. Grrrr~
Heck, lesson will resume as per normal from tomorrow onwards. The textbooks are so thick. I reallyseriouslynodoubt need a locker. Anyone wants to share with me ? I really think that locker is an essential material in a schooling teenager's life. Lulszxc. I don't wanna study. ): Haish, nvm. In 2011, I'm gonna change no doubt. May be for the better, may be for the worse. It's up to your perspective. But the change's gonna be obvious, I guess. I will devote myself more to studying since O's will be next year and I have A LOT of coping up to do. I will also TRY (no promises) to attend every meetings and duties. I will be lame and kental maybe nerdy too but, keep your opinions and thoughts to yourself. I don't need no bitch bitching about me being so kental. I wanna shape my future. Chey, mcm phm. -.-"
Sunday, January 2, 2011
May Peace Be Upon You and Good Night.Hate this shit. -.- Tomorrow's gonna be the last day of holidays. But, whocares? School's gonna be BETTER. There's food, there's friends, there's teachers, there's fun, there's laughter, there's studying and best of all, there's AWESOMNESS. But, I don't know why I was so enthusiastic for school to re-open yesterday but now I'm wishing on my lucky stars for school to last at least a month more. Cries. I am not ready for what 2011 has for me. ):
I just made a twitter account just now. I swear, I was blur. I was like how the heck do I do this? How to follow ? Lol. I followed 2 ppl and 3 ppl followed me. WEEEE~ K, perangai merepek. -.- (Get me out of this house soon. I beg you. Sekolah buka cepat-cepat pon bagus sia!) Psft. BYE. Fml and I hate everyone right now. Except for JustinB. <3
Labels: Wishing on my lucky stars that you'll be mine eventually.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Good Night and May Peace Be Upon You.School's gonna re-open in another 3days and I am still struggling with my homeworks. I'm 1/4 done with IH project and sort of done with Math. Heh. Did some of the questions which I sort of remember how to do. Lulz. I can't wait for school to re-open, though. I wanna eat canteen food. I wanna meet my friends. I wanna go to school early in the morning. I wanna laugh till I can't breath. I wanna smile to every Sec 1 student. I wanna be friendlier. I want to be a better daughter. I want to be a better friend. I want to be a better student. I want to excel in my studies. I want 2011 to be a blast. ♥♥