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Results are out! Sorta dissapointed with myself for getting that shit-stained grade in my report book. Gosh, it's okay though. I'll do better next time. I'll really work hard ass from now onwards. Promise. I hatehatehate seeing my parents looking down or maybe be dissapointed of my performance. I wanna make em proud. And, that day will come soon. Being the eldest among my siblings, I have to set an example for my other siblings to follow. So, revision will start as soon as June hols starts. I'll revise absolutely hard and be a nerd for whoever cares. So what if you're going to enjoy your holidays watching movies and go window-shopping everyday. I'm going to be your boss someday and you're going to wash my car. Lol, did I just say that? Hahaha I can't believe it.
So, tomorrow we have that stupid Health thingy. I really don't get the point of that. They could simply make PE twice a week for the rest of the year so that we have our sufficient exercise. What's the use of having just one particular day doing all this exercise? It's not as if you're gonna burn fats in that one day. So, might as well have PE twice a day. Pfft.
Haish, I don't really know what has gotten into me. I'm avoiding friends. Since the beginning of the year, I have this feeling that being a loner is much better. Like there's more peace. But I bet you ppl reading this doubt so. You might feel that friends are your world blablabla. Yes, it's true. But, I feel that being alone is more peaceful. Like when you are with yourself, you are yourself. Lol, did I make any sense? Haha. What I meant was, if you wanna hide something from your friends, you probably pretend that everything is as it is to your friends when the truth is that, it's disturbing you deep inside. For example, you're actually sad. But not to trouble your friends, you pretend that you're fine. Then, at home, before you sleep, you'll cry. Now, you have to settle two things. First, your initial feeling of being sad and second, the feeling of "lying" with your friends. Lol, do I still make no sense? Haha, heck my language. thanks.
Arghhhhhhhhhh! I want last year to not end. Last year was my dream year. The dream which I never want to wake up from. But, without a choice, I had to wake up and go through this hell year. I'm not enjoying it that much, that is for sure. But thanks to my dear class, 3e3, it makes it possible for me to survive the day.
Wow, this is a long post. Haha. I see those pretty girls walking down the street, beside me and I get jealous. I'll always think to myself. Why am I not her? But, I have to be grateful to what Allah has given me. My life, my family, my friends, happiness, sadness, a home for shelter, sufficient food and a safe country to live in. Ppl in poor country's worried about dying because of hunger or being eaten by some huge vultures while I am here, worrying about what to wear when I go out, how much to bring when I go out, what food to eat, sometimes even very choosy of the food consumed. I have to stop complaining, start being thankful to whatever Allah has given me and start realising how much help the ppl in poor countries need. Cause, what we have now, is not ours to take, but ours to share. Allah give us what we have for a reason. A reason to help those in need.
Well, I think Ihave written more than enough. I don't think anyone will read this post since blog is "out-fashioned". But, I always post a piece of my mind. Lol, K. Must go now. Bye.
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Monday, May 23, 2011
Okay lol. The previous post I sounded so erm.. Immature and ermm.. dependant on guys. Hahaha. Stupid me.Results are out! Sorta dissapointed with myself for getting that shit-stained grade in my report book. Gosh, it's okay though. I'll do better next time. I'll really work hard ass from now onwards. Promise. I hatehatehate seeing my parents looking down or maybe be dissapointed of my performance. I wanna make em proud. And, that day will come soon. Being the eldest among my siblings, I have to set an example for my other siblings to follow. So, revision will start as soon as June hols starts. I'll revise absolutely hard and be a nerd for whoever cares. So what if you're going to enjoy your holidays watching movies and go window-shopping everyday. I'm going to be your boss someday and you're going to wash my car. Lol, did I just say that? Hahaha I can't believe it.
So, tomorrow we have that stupid Health thingy. I really don't get the point of that. They could simply make PE twice a week for the rest of the year so that we have our sufficient exercise. What's the use of having just one particular day doing all this exercise? It's not as if you're gonna burn fats in that one day. So, might as well have PE twice a day. Pfft.
Haish, I don't really know what has gotten into me. I'm avoiding friends. Since the beginning of the year, I have this feeling that being a loner is much better. Like there's more peace. But I bet you ppl reading this doubt so. You might feel that friends are your world blablabla. Yes, it's true. But, I feel that being alone is more peaceful. Like when you are with yourself, you are yourself. Lol, did I make any sense? Haha. What I meant was, if you wanna hide something from your friends, you probably pretend that everything is as it is to your friends when the truth is that, it's disturbing you deep inside. For example, you're actually sad. But not to trouble your friends, you pretend that you're fine. Then, at home, before you sleep, you'll cry. Now, you have to settle two things. First, your initial feeling of being sad and second, the feeling of "lying" with your friends. Lol, do I still make no sense? Haha, heck my language. thanks.
Arghhhhhhhhhh! I want last year to not end. Last year was my dream year. The dream which I never want to wake up from. But, without a choice, I had to wake up and go through this hell year. I'm not enjoying it that much, that is for sure. But thanks to my dear class, 3e3, it makes it possible for me to survive the day.
Wow, this is a long post. Haha. I see those pretty girls walking down the street, beside me and I get jealous. I'll always think to myself. Why am I not her? But, I have to be grateful to what Allah has given me. My life, my family, my friends, happiness, sadness, a home for shelter, sufficient food and a safe country to live in. Ppl in poor country's worried about dying because of hunger or being eaten by some huge vultures while I am here, worrying about what to wear when I go out, how much to bring when I go out, what food to eat, sometimes even very choosy of the food consumed. I have to stop complaining, start being thankful to whatever Allah has given me and start realising how much help the ppl in poor countries need. Cause, what we have now, is not ours to take, but ours to share. Allah give us what we have for a reason. A reason to help those in need.
Well, I think Ihave written more than enough. I don't think anyone will read this post since blog is "out-fashioned". But, I always post a piece of my mind. Lol, K. Must go now. Bye.
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